Jess

RIP godawful cow Mega Beedrill: 28 Mega Pidgeot: 29 Mega Slowbro: 20 Mega Steelix: 18 Mega Sceptile: 28 Mega Swampert: 22 Mega Sableye: 18 Mega Sharpedo: 21 Mega Camerupt: 22 Mega Altaria: 24 Mega Glalie: 20 Mega Salamence: 6 Mega Latios: 16 Mega Latias: 18 Mega Lopunny: 18 Mega Gallade: 27 Mega Audino: 0 Mega Diancie: 18

Mega Venusaur: 15 Mega Charizard X: 11 Mega Charizard Y: 25 Mega Alakazam: 18 Mega Gengar: 22 Mega Kangaskhan: 16 Mega Pinsir: 26 Mega Aerodactyl: 24 Mega Mewtwo Y: 3 Mega Ampharos: 14 Mega Scizor: 18 Mega Heracross: 23 Mega Houndoom: 23 Mega Tyranitar: 21 Mega Mawile: 22 Mega Aggron: 24 Mega Manectric: 23 Mega Banette: 16 Mega Absol: 13 Mega Lucario: 4 Mega Abomasnow: 19

1) Well... Ame herself has said it. All games are to be located in the Onyx Arcade subforum. 2) Even if they bury other topics, the other topics are hardly active and the people who like them will always find them and keep playing. Banning them to a club is like asking from an internet cafe to ban League of Legends because you don't like it and can't find an unoccupied PC to play because everyone plays League. Adapt. 3) They are the most interesting due to interaction and strategy being involved (if played seriously), and due to the fact that they trigger interesting conversations. Something that no other active game in Onyx Arcade does. 4) There are many things I don't like myself. I just ignore them, I don't ask them to get banned to clubs. This is utterly unreasonable and quite selfish. Oh...also... To stay in topic... Karrablast

I can slightly relate to this... If nobody enjoys it, then why do it? I know many readers remain silent, but it's nice to have a comment here and there Especially if it's such a cool idea of a custom run! It's same as my Rejuv run topic. @J-Awesome_One is very nice to provide feedback! By the way, I am liking this run too, Candy... The more so now that Bambi is active and helping! And quite unlucky to get Paralysed by 1st Discharge) But anyways, you're doing a nice job with a character personality development-oriented run. I'm focusing more on Pokemon personality development in my run

Ganbatte, Lia-chan! Many many congratulations! @Candy I think of Magica De Spell every time I think of @walpurgis

Mega Venusaur: 15 Mega Charizard X: 13 Mega Charizard Y: 24 Mega Alakazam: 18 Mega Gengar: 24 Mega Kangaskhan: 16 Mega Pinsir: 25 Mega Aerodactyl: 25 Mega Mewtwo Y: 7 Mega Ampharos: 13 Mega Scizor: 18 Mega Heracross: 23 Mega Houndoom: 23 Mega Tyranitar: 21 Mega Mawile: 23 Mega Aggron: 24 Mega Manectric: 23 Mega Banette: 16 Mega Absol: 12 Mega Lucario: 6 Mega Abomasnow: 20

Mega Beedrill: 27 Mega Pidgeot: 28 Mega Slowbro: 20 Mega Steelix: 18 Mega Sceptile: 26 Mega Swampert: 21 Mega Sableye: 18 Mega Sharpedo: 20 Mega Camerupt: 22 Mega Altaria: 24 Mega Glalie: 20 Mega Salamence: 12 Mega Metagross: 2 Mega Latios: 16 Mega Latias: 18 Mega Lopunny: 18 Mega Gallade: 26 Mega Audino: 6 Mega Diancie: 19

Poipole: 8 Naganadel: 7 Stakataka: 8

Cain: 27 Adrienn: 11 Amaria: 14 Aya: 23 Charlotte: 10 Ciel: 20 Florinia: 28 Hardy: 28 Julia: 24 Kiki: 21 Luna: 20 Noel: 17 Samson: 23 Saphira: 17 Serra: 3 Shade: 30 Shelly: 28 Anna: 20 DJ Arclight: 17 Cal: 24 Laura: 24 Taka: 8 ZEL: 19

First of all, thank you everyone. Knowing I can talk to people really means a lot. And I do have recognised the traits of myself I don't like/that affect me negatively and try to change them. One is I tend to look on the shady side of things. I get upset that I don't have many friends and I don't get grateful for having at least one-two friends for life. Second is that I bash myself too hard about being perfect on things and then, I stop enjoy stuff I like do, just because I'm not perfect/I realise someone is better than me. I know I will have more days that will feel dark and hopeless, but I assure you all that I won't stop fighting, even if my depression shows its face again (it has shown signs of re-emerging). So, a misty eyed "thank you" to all who actually bothered to send me a nice message :')

Mega Venusaur: 15 Mega Charizard X: 16 Mega Charizard Y: 25 Mega Alakazam: 18 Mega Gengar: 23 Mega Kangaskhan: 18 Mega Pinsir: 24 Mega Aerodactyl: 26 Mega Mewtwo Y: 10 Mega Ampharos: 13 Mega Scizor: 18 Mega Heracross: 22 Mega Houndoom: 23 Mega Tyranitar: 21 Mega Mawile: 26 Mega Aggron: 24 Mega Manectric: 23 Mega Banette: 16 Mega Absol: 12 Mega Lucario: 8 Mega Abomasnow: 19

Mega Beedrill: 25 Mega Pidgeot: 26 Mega Slowbro: 20 Mega Steelix: 18 Mega Sceptile: 24 Mega Swampert: 21 Mega Sableye: 18 Mega Sharpedo: 20 Mega Camerupt: 22 Mega Altaria: 23 Mega Glalie: 20 Mega Salamence: 14 Mega Metagross: 8 Mega Latios: 18 Mega Latias: 18 Mega Rayquaza: 3 Mega Lopunny: 18 Mega Gallade: 24 Mega Audino: 10 Mega Diancie: 20

Nihilego: 0 Poipole: 13 Naganadel: 10 Stakataka: 10

Cain: 26 Adrienn: 12 Amaria: 16 Aya: 24 Charlotte: 15 Ciel: 19 Corey: 5 Florinia: 29 Hardy: 30 Julia: 23 Kiki: 21 Luna: 20 Noel: 17 Samson: 22 Saphira:19 Serra: 7 Shade: 30 Shelly: 29 Anna: 19 DJ Arclight: 16 Cal: 26 Laura: 24 Taka: 8 ZEL: 19

Okay... so... uh... Well, let's start from the beginning. I'm not always the 24/7 cheerful, upbeat, chirpy person(na) that I show on the forums. Yes, I get excited, I like joking around and stuff, but honestly, I don't really like myself. And I am quite fed up with myself. I will warn you that my mind is now as messed up as it gets, so I don't even know if everything I will say will make any sense. Throughout my life I went into elementary, middle, highschool, university and I'm now doing a PhD. I've met numerous people, made friends and... enemies. But mostly friends. Or, so I thought. Because I realised that "friend" is a term you can't "waste" on anyone easily. Because, a friend will not just stop being a friend randomly, right? In the end of elementary school, I lost some of my friends due to rearrangement of students in classes, but I survived. New friends, new happy times. Till bullying happened in the second year of middle school. Because being the top student of the school for 8 years in a row was obviously a crime. Liking sports meant that you could "accidentally" get your wrist broken during a football game. Not being a nerd despite being a top student wasn't tolerable. So, elimination process was on. They broke my hand, but not my spirit. I kept playing basketball and being one of the best players of the class, among both guys and girls. And I did that while still wearing my cast. Cause fuck danger. Then, highschool happened. First love, first troubles, and old friends remained. But they started vanishing slowly. I don't know if I hurt anyone. I hope I didn't. I certainly didn't do anything bad, none that I understood of. I just... had to keep calling friends to stay in touch. Again, again, again. But, you can't keep a friendship on your own. I might be selfish. But, if the other person never shows appreciation and will to commit, then it is dead already. Friendship, it is. Highschool ended, I got cheated on by my (only) serious relationship I ever had. I forgave. I didn't forget. But I truthfully forgave. To be treated like shit again. And got told that the person I loved was "fed up and needed some time" right after our first holidays together. I offered it, then it was all good. Till the moment I was made to choose among my BFF and my love. Had it been genuine love, that person wouldn't have put me in such a place. I chose my BFF. It's the only decision I will never regret. Apart from the fact that love is blind. And I kinda fell in love with my BFF. And I buried it deep down, because it was destined to fail. And I kinda killed myself every time I saw her in another relationship. But the sexual preference thing is brutal. So, it passed. And feelings still exist, but feel like a distant memory, and not of heartache anymore. And we still hold each other when one needs to cry, so, I'd not change this for anything else. She's one of the few things I'm not questioning my choices about. But my highschool friends vanished. See, my ex love was like a cancer. Grew on everything I held dear, and ruined it. And I was friendless. Just one BFF and many remnants of friendships... Scattered, like our fates. Then, it was university. I met people, again! We had fun. Helped each other studying, went to the movies, played video games, had sleepovers... Holidays together... Then, the GF of a friend cheated on him with another guy of the fellowship. And, of course, one after the other stranded away. Only a guy kept in touch with me. My second best friend nowadays. Studying abroad. Like I used to, till I failed my PhD abroad too. And dropped it to return to Greece. And, I was again without friends. So, why is everyone leaving me? It hurts me when I sink in my bed at nights, crying to myself, knowing how alone and scared I will be when (God forbid) my parents pass... And I swear, it isn't another one case of the "I have the idiot magnet and only attract jerks". I am always honest, considerate and even putting others above myself, if I really care for them... I just wonder... If I am the mistake. Because it seems strange that everyone leaves and not looking back, with few exceptions... I have my flaws, like everyone, but, I do try to control them... I get angered easily at myself if I don't perform at the best of my ability and criticise myself extremely harsh. My flaws are mostly self-destructive though, like the one I just mentioned... I don't get it... And now I struggle to create new friendships again. But I don't know if I have the strength to try it again... Again, I'm sorry for wasting your time. Too many random thoughts, without coherence. It's just... I don't let others see me cry mostly. And I have nobody to talk to. Nobody I can relate to. My parents will be reasonable and try to lighten up my mood. My BFF will console me... And I will just wear my happy mask and battle through another day... Wondering why does everyone flee from me...

Wow,you think?! I just figured that, what almost every run misses is giving some personality to the Pokemon! We have casual runs that describe battles and follow the plot, we have runs that have an interesting background story of the character, but nobody ever had actually tried to put some depth and character development into the actual protagonists of these games: the 'mons themselves! So, that's what I'll keep doing... I'm glad you like it, it's pretty much the best compliment I've had about this run so far Really?! I used to love RPs, but I tend to avoid participating, since I don't have much time (cause work/studies) to invest and get myself properly involved... So, I don't want to participate every now and then, out of fear I might ruin the fun for casual roleplayers...

Burn baby. To a crisp. Cain: 27 Adrienn: 12 Amaria: 17 Aya: 23 Charlotte: 17 Ciel: 19 Corey: 5 Florinia: 29 Hardy: 29 Julia: 22 Kiki: 21 Luna: 20 Noel: 19 Samson: 22 Saphira: 21 Serra: 9 Shade: 30 Shelly: 28 Anna: 19 DJ Arclight: 16 Cal: 26 Laura: 24 Taka: 9 ZEL: 19

Eliminate ASAP the stupid, unnecessary Megas that were given to OP 'mons. Mega Venusaur: 15 Mega Charizard X: 19 Mega Charizard Y: 24 Mega Alakazam: 18 Mega Gengar: 23 Mega Kangaskhan: 18 Mega Pinsir: 23 Mega Aerodactyl: 24 Mega Mewtwo Y: 14 Mega Ampharos: 13 Mega Scizor: 18 Mega Heracross: 22 Mega Houndoom: 23 Mega Tyranitar: 21 Mega Mawile: 27 Mega Aggron: 24 Mega Manectric: 23 Mega Banette: 16 Mega Absol: 14 Mega Lucario: 11 Mega Abomasnow: 18

I claim the kill. My first kill ever in hurt/heal games. Never a support again. Nihilego: 10 Kartana : 0 Poipole: 9 Naganadel: 12 Stakataka: 11

Let's murder this crime of a creation fast and move on to the actual Megas. You know, the ones that need a Mega Stone... Mega Beedrill: 23 Mega Pidgeot: 24 Mega Slowbro: 20 Mega Steelix: 18 Mega Sceptile: 23 Mega Swampert: 21 Mega Sableye: 18 Mega Sharpedo: 20 Mega Camerupt: 21 Mega Altaria: 22 Mega Glalie:20 Mega Salamence: 16 Mega Metagross: 12 Mega Latios: 18 Mega Latias: 18 Mega Rayquaza: 10 Mega Lopunny: 18 Mega Gallade: 23 Mega Audino: 14 Mega Diancie: 21

Cain: 27 Adrienn: 12 Amaria: 17 Aya: 23 Charlotte: 19 Ciel: 19 Corey: 7 Florinia: 30 Hardy: 30 Julia: 24 Kiki: 21 Luna: 20 Noel: 19 Samson: 21 Saphira: 19 Serra: 9 Shade: 30 Shelly: 30 Anna: 19 DJ Arclight: 16 Cal: 27 Laura: 24 Taka: 10 ZEL: 18

Haha, thanks! Funny lil pests my 'mons are! And an amazing chaos they create! I love them!