Lone Wanderer Jordan

Anstane? No! IT WAS ME! DIO! Once in a BlueMoonIceCream?

You activated my trap card! Amine? Your move.

Blocked. Itsa me. Anstane?

How'd ya like me now?

Thanks for all the advice people. I'm still in a dilemma on what I should do as I don't want to just abandon our friendship, but I don't want to have to stand and watch as I am doing my best to look after her and then have all the attention and affection I want from her aimed elsewhere. I'm still keeping my distance at the moment (we don't really get a lot of time to hang out at the moment so we usually talk on messenger, which usually was everyday but has cut down to like once a week now) and it's getting a bit easier but I still have that kind of pang in my heart.

I'm really struggling. A few years ago, I met a girl who I spent the night cuddling with and we really bonded. However young me was naive and stupid, and had no clue how to handle girls. So I came on very strong and she pushed me away. Flash forward to 3 years ago, I meet her again in less than positive circumstances. Her ex was suffering from depression and decided it would be best to end his own life. She herself suffers from depression and anxiety, and this further strained her. But I resolved to try and make up for my past wrongs and be a good friend to her. Unfortunately in the process, I caught feelings for her. Ones that remain no matter who I am with or what happens. However these feelings aren't reciprocated. She wants someone else and sees me only as a friend. I know I need to move on. I know I'm wasting my time and that I need to focus on myself and then the rest will follow. So I put some distance between us. I talk to her less, spend less time trying to make sure she's okay. But I still really care about her and it's hurting me as I want to protect her and be there for her, but in a way that's more than friends. I deserve better than this, but I can't help but feel that all the compliments about how great I am and how I'm such a caring and nice guy are all for naught, because it doesn't matter where it counts.

I absolutely love YLIA! It's such a fantastic anime, but yes, a tragic ending. My friend said that she sees a lot of me in Kosei, plus I do kind of look like him too haha.

Hi all, It's been about a year since I was last on the forums, but I've come back now and hope to get to know you all again! I used to go by Jps101 but have renamed myself since then. Look forward to spending more time with you all

Hey all! I've been gone for a very long time and now I've returned, I want to share my story blog with you all. Feel free to leave feedback on any of the stories I have written

Darvit, someone got there before me.

Thanking you... Just don't get me involved in any of your Mutual Killing Games...

Spine is weak. I will lead the charge. (Also, are Jazz and BMIC a ship or something as they seem to be connected very often...) Once in a BlueMoonIceCream?

And he will be missed for a lot more at this rate... Anstane?

It is weird. Though, I'm also highly curious by the glowing red highlights on Ash Greninja.

Gotta say that I am loving the nuzlocke so far and really motivated to do my own after reading this.

Have you just arrived at Teila Town?

TEAM INSTINCT REPRESENT I severely hate living in such a rural area... I literally only get the basics when it comes to available Pokemon... Pidgey, Weedle, Rattata, Caterpie... It's so upsetting...

Much obliged

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