Baixue
Baixue struggled to cushion the drastic swirl of events that had just occurred before her. The fact that such a vicious battle had ended would have seemed a respite for Baixue – yet not a sigh or a relieved expression sat on her exterior, even as the fight was halted – she found the methods of stopping the fight to be rather extreme.
At least no more strife would persist for the day, wouldn’t it….?
Why did my first experience in the outside world have to start with such vehemence? The hungry wolves of the tundra back in her homeland in Aquillo paled in comparison to the strife she had just witnessed. Then again, Baixue was not one exposed to war and animosity – not with her loving family, her mother and her grandmother whom had made the harsh winter lands the warmest haven a young lass would desire. Part of her remained grateful – with a mix of fear and hesitation – of the ignorance she had about violence, violence that would be inevitable and a necessary evil for sake of the cause she was informed of. She tore off the necks of animals and skinned them for food, but this? The scavenging customs of the tundra – that of for one to live and survive is to take, to take from animals and the increasingly scarce resource in the bitter cold -- were completely different. They had to fight. Blood had to be spilled, and lives -- lives of people and humans may be sacrificed for the cause. While part of her was grateful to know of the implications and severity of the situation early, she had not wanted it to be first experiences engraved outside her homeland.
Yet this was supposed to be friendly combat practice, not a belliferous spar! Her mind grunted contemptuously at the battlers’ unconscientiousness – her voice ached in her throat as the battle had formerly ensued, wanting to scream for them to stop this madness and bellicism, only for her to forcefully swallow her voice down. It had gone too far -- much too far -- and she was in no place to intervene, adding to the fact that bad an idea it was to endanger herself for her own principles.
She had thoroughly analysed every combatant and assailant who had participated, going through each individual one by one as she reflected the events of the battle, an acerbic taste lingering in her mouth.
A bacchante – was a psychopath a more appropriate description for her, Baixue wondered -- whose flames swayed with her instrument; the control of fire from music? Baixue couldn’t put her finger on how that worked, but that violent mass of a girl had attempted to murder two people when that violent battle had ensued. Baixue made a mental note to be wariest of her; an apology wasn’t enough to convince her that she was anything less than dangerous.
Then there was the one who fired electrical spheres – and the rest of them had some form of manipulation towards their respective elements – knives, light, and was that gravity? So many questions, all feeding and tugging onto Baixue’s curiosity, yet with so little answers.
And then there was the one other guy that got played with like a club…...more alien and foreign abilities, this time utilized rather impractically..... Everyone’s abilities were idiosyncratic, and part of her pestered to know of what these people were capable of doing, but the tense atmosphere superseded her curiosity at that moment. She found it difficult to find relief within her heavy disappointment – heavy disappointment that her first experiences away from the tundra lands had to begin in such a gauche and disheartening manner. She had come here with a heart of jubilee with expectations of wonderful new experiences to satiate her never-ending curiosity, a new haven for learning -- but was greeted instead with violence and destruction. What a way to begin my first experiences outside Aquillo, she thought. Was it wrong to have come here after all?
She found herself missing her home more after all, where her guardians’ berceuse and the tales of the great Aqui had nurtured her sweetest dreams. Perhaps the great Aqui would be the one to guide her in cleansing the world of the impending dangers and strife that were to befall everything – Baixue had come her for that very reason, to find the being that had seemingly bestowed Baixue with her power.
Running a hand through her aurora-hued braid, Baixue finally managed a sigh as everyone was dismissed to their dorms and as the additional rules and regulations were explained. Some of them who had gathered there had started to introduce themselves and acquaint with one other, but Baixue was simply too upset in that moment of time to even speak, her footsteps slow and her exterior despondent and gloomy as she headed towards one of the dorms, hoping that rest, or even a few moments of flight in the night – restricted as the area was – would manage to soothe her of these troubles.