Evi Crystal

I hope so. Since joining Bachelor's studies, I fell like the life was meaning... less and less.

Less determination, less passion, less... will to live.

One could consider it weird, because my successes and talent are second-to-none in the class, I was revealed to have an actually large amount of charisma (even though it's still as much as it is in potato bag), slowly but surely am I reaching the grande plans of creating a Pokemon game and... I think I might've found an actual love. 

Still, I feel, like, empty. And emotionally distresses. Like... I have no idea what am I doing with my life. Lack of actual goals, no close, real-life friends (all either far away, not friends anymore, or in prison), and absolute lack of support from family... _{egocentrical pricks}

And... the Russian-Ukrainian war isn't helping my emotions to stabilize either, like... HOW LONG WILL IT LAST!? HOW MUCH INNOCENTS WILL HAVE TO DIE!?

You could say "I couldn't be worse", and I say "Maybe couldn't, but will be". 

All what is left is hope. 

Hope for a better tomorrow. 

Hope that humanity will finally use their brains and start thinking about us all, not only themselves, one by one. 

Until that time, I guess I'm gonna stay closed in my shell.