Dylanrockin
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This feeling when your parents don't believe in psychological scarring and refuse to admit to their flaws as parents. There's nothing worse than a parent who thinks they're always right and I'm wrong, and that I just endlessly respect them because they birthed me.
No. They lost my trust and I deflect their attempts at speaking to me for a very good reason: they belittle me, act like what I do is pointless, hate that I put my time, effort and money into game development, and their hatred towards art. I don't respect parents like that.
On top of that my dad acts like I should've been done with college 2 years ago, and is the most impatient human being I have ever had the displeasure of meeting. Threatens to disown and kick me out of the house, WHILE I'M IN COLLEGE TRYING TO GET A JOB TO LEAVE! You want me out? Then let me fucking finish school and leave to where I can sustain myself financially!
How do you sleep at night knowing that you do stuff like this? Acting like you're justified in being literal scum? If I had kids, which I won't because I'd be repeating what they did, I sure as shit wouldn't subject them to that kind of torture for 18+ years of their lives. A lot of what I say and do now has been dictated by their awful parenting throughout my lives. Their constant fights growing up as a kid and me having to be around it and "putting up with it", because lol they're my parents and I have to endlessly respect them.
In short: fuck them, fuck what they say and do to me, AND FUCK what they have made me into! As if I even had a choice about it anyways.
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Remember one thing my dear friend, you come thru your parents, not just because of them. They aren't the only reason for your existence. Even if they are wrong, respect them but don't lose your temperament. You are nothing without it. Think of it like this, the strong warriors never bother with the weak even if they come in swarms. Your life is yours. Live it well. May the almighty ease your tensions. This is an age where parental care can also be harmful to us, we should endure everything and move on ahead. I can't give you a panacea to this, but you yourself are the best solution here. Smile at everything. Then, people wouldn't bother saying anything coz ur attitude will be strong once you learn to smile. There is a fine line of difference b/w parental affection and trouble here. Be careful and yet saintly happy. Know what to speak where(most importantly) and how.
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