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Boy does this take me back. I feel old.

Happy 25 birthday me, hope your doing better closer to your actual birthday time later tonight, cuz we both know your impatient ass is gonna log in to check the dev blogs AGAIN. lol 8:48 pm huh guess we’ve always been a night person. It’s the only time we can find any semblance of peace, the main road quiets down a little and assholes aren’t blasting terrible music less than 10 feet from our windows. It’s peaceful, it would be more peaceful without the house being haunted as shit but we make do. Given that our only friends these days are of the video game character variety it’s bound to be another lonely day for us. But stay strong, we may not have friends or a country that wants us to exist at all, but we won’t ever lose who we are, we will fight to the bitter end to hold on to that. I’m sure future me didn’t want to see this end on a bit of a somber note, but you know how we are. Not much to be happy about these days. But we try, gods we try so damned hard to have SOMETHING worth sticking it out for, but truth be told between me and me, I don’t think we’ll ever have that, we don’t really “get” people, and we sure as hell don’t get along with most of them, ever wonder why the animals you relate to the most have such small groups, ravens, bats, snakes. I don’t think we’re really meant to have friends. We lose them every time, perhaps we ARE better off without them. Perhaps not, who’s to say really. Though I don’t think it’s the worst thing to fly solo, it’s a lot harder to get weighed down by the way we are with others, you know what I mean, we take everyone else’s burden and it crushes us but we bear it all the same, we smile that same fake smile and say it’s no big deal and we wanna help, but truthfully we don’t CARE at all, it’s just the right thing to do, what ever that means. We do it because we are so damn scared of losing people again, and now we are alone, we have our family sure but we have so little in common and the age gaps with our siblings leave us feeling even more alone.we can’t relate to most people, growing up with a revolving door of friendships, where nobody wanted to stick by us long enough to really know us. We were the weird kid, the one with a reputation they couldn’t escape, the one who went to psyche wards throughout high school and always came back more fucked up. Through fucking everything the only damn thing we had was our mind, despite the humble nature we try to show we know how damned smart we are. This is the one day I’m sayin it it’s my damn birthday. Use that big brain and come up with something worth living for when you read this again me! If you think long enough you might fall down a rabbit hole you are better off staying away from, so think fast, think smart! And despite the countless flaws in you, don’t EVER fucking change for someone else again. Don’t pretend to be dumber than you are, don’t pretend to feel things you don’t. Gods how many people did I lie to saying I was attracted to them or that I loved them. It makes me wonder if I’m a horrible person for pretending for so long, I can feel love, but NOT sexual attraction. I definitely have loved people, I love my family (even when they drive me crazy) I love reyna she is the sweetest pupper ever! (Even if she is CONVINCED she is in fact a small fuzzy human child) no matter what people expect from us don’t change. Don’t lie to them and yourself. Misery loves company but we don’t have to be the keeping it company forever. We may feel at home in the dark, or at night. But the sun still has value to us too, light is not the enemy. No matter how much it seems that way when daytime is loud and annoying and hot and awful, and people aren’t all bad. Look for something beautiful when you can, we can’t even see the stars here, it’s true. But we can’t even find stars in places we could never imagine, we just gotta give people a chance, who knows maybe they could looks past our flaws. God knows our personality isn’t the most exciting and bombastic person, we’re a bit introverted, and that’s ok. We need to stop trying to play the role we were given, wether it be the one society expects of us die to what’s in our fucking pants (absurd notion btw) feel how you feel and feel it openly (within reason of course) stop allowing the pain to fester, please your only hurting yourself, I know because once again I’m you, the you that in this moment has thought about it and decided maybe it’s time to write something out, and maybe one day someone will read this and resonate with our words, insane as we may be at times. Of course there’s only one of us and the phrasing of this has really only been to make it way easier on me to write, it’s hard talking to yourself, more so when you know you don’t want to listen!

Hiya, Vince! Yancy-chan here~! Just found your profile here. Nice seeing you!

I'm finally finished with Paragon Route's story at last! Now time to wait for V14 :)

I just remembered I had an account here

Hey everyone I’d say how’s it going but I honestly don’t expect anyone to respond, it’s cool tho. Hopefully everyone is doing well. I’m ok-ish, I think I’ve gotten to a point where I know I’ll never REALLY be 100% ok. annnnnyyyyywayyyy. this is another request for some help, again can’t pay worth a damn I’m broke as hell. Passion project and all that, anyone who’s got any talent regarding anything when making fan games is welcome. Message me or respond here and we’ll talk. I don’t have any social media anymore sooooo, yea communication will be a bitch but we can figure it out. beyond that however I just wanna say have a great day/night. Stay safe, and keep bein awesome

So, I’m still alive. mentally I’m a little shaken by recent events. I live in the USA, so I’m sure people can figure it out. Being an enby isn’t the easiest thing here even where I live being generally pretty accepting. I got bullied off TikTok years ago and HAD to delete Instagram this week cuz it was nasty as hell on there. so I’m alive that’s at least a positive. to my main point, been mulling this over a while and I’ve come to the conclusion that I need some help, I don’t really know where to post this or even exactly what to ask since it’s not a 100% gonna happen thing, me and a friend have been working on and off on our own HIGHLY ambitious pokemon fan game, we have nothing past the planning stage because it’s just the two of us and I’m the only person handling the entire creative side of it, so more to the point, are there any sprite artists and musicians who would be willing to help us out, anyone is welcome really, just over 18 years old please. I can’t pay you anything it will be entirely free labor. A passionate labor of love though. I’ve a general idea and overall story beats planned to a degree, I could use some help with the fine tuning as it’s definitely unique in the way that you aren’t allowed to catch Pokémon or even learn new moves it’s about the characters especially since they already had their major journeys. It’s pretty dark in a lot of places and I don’t plan to shy away from that stuff. If anyone is interested in helping me and my friend and by some strike of luck are also willing to put up with the fact that the story is essentially mine and mine alone. I guess message me or respond to this and we can figure out a way to communicate. FYI discord is a no go, I really dislike it. I’d be more inclined to give out my personal phone number over that lol. TLDR: want some help with a possible fan game, but the story is completely under my jurisdiction. Open to criticism and possible changes but need more people on the music and artwork side of things. And I’ll need to talk to my friend about this as hell want to know and will more then likely be the person responsible for relaying messages back and forth between devs. if you want info on the game before deciding there isn’t much rn as it’s in a strange transition period and I’m debating a lot of choices. All devs will be included in the game as trainers/ npcs depending on what you want.

Randomly logged in after a while. I guess might as well make a post about something. Free game Holocure getting big update Friday. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qa-fOwDHN6g&pp=ygUNaG9sb2N1cmUgMC43IA%3D%3D

I’m still alive. ANNNNYYYWAYY… I uh really don’t have any updates. I am however VERY BORED. Anyone reading this hope you’re having a great day/night. Take care of yourselves!

Been a while... What is everone up to?

While a bit on and off, I've been on this forum for 10 years... Holy shit I need to let that sink in. From a dumb kid to a less dumb adult. From possibly depressed to genuinly happy. I think the only thing I can say from here is thank you @Amethyst for creating such a welcoming community.

Moonblast-only run will resume…soon.

https://www.mediafire.com/file/z1vm8mrsz990fih/Virtualization_V9.zip/file Reupload! (Previous links may no longer work.) Pokemon Virtualization V9 is now ready to play! To continue where you left off, talk to Alain inside Alain's Lounge in Neo Lumiose City (W). (Make sure you've already dealt with the gauntlet that involves the Hawkhunter, Yellow Angel/Spectress, and Bruscan in order for Alain to appear in the lounge.) -Dialogues ranging from Yugioh VRAINS episodes 60 to 73 as well as new maps and more trainer battles to fight along the way! (roughly around 20-25 unavoidable trainers!) -Goes as far as the 11th badge, whose level cap is currently 65. -Added Battle Bond ability which is exclusive to Greninja thanks to the rework of that effect. Depending on my mood/energy, I may look through some things that might need fine-tuning (such as sorting out an outdated town map), but I find myself trying to rush to finish the story content.

https://www.mediafire.com/file/zuk79z4yfyd4115/Virtualization_V8.1.zip/file Re-upload! (Previous links may no longer exist.) This upload doesn't involve new story content at the moment, though there are some missing things to hopefully round off what's left of Gen VIII. -Added Pokemon from PLA, Galarian Slowpoke evo line, Meltan line, Galarian bird trio, and more. -Filled in some missing Pokemon cries. And that's not the only thing I've implemented (thanks to looking at various scripts for guidance) -Trainers' Pokemon that Mega Evolves or G-Max without a Mega Stone (involves using the term: pre-mega) -Trainers' Pokemon can go beyond 510 EVs (there was only one line of script needed, so that changed everything) Miscellaneous problems: -Fixed a problem regarding Aegislash's stat changes upon changing form in Fairy Tale Field (based on a much older script from WLL). Previously: When changing to Blade Form, -1 Attack +1 Defense. When changing to Shield Form, -1 Defense, +1 Attack. Now: When changing to Blade Form, -1 Defense +1 Attack. When changing to Shield Form, -1 Attack, +1 Defense. It seems like it was somehow reversed in the script (not that I've recalled Fairy Tale Field being utilized in Rejuv V10 back in 2018), but I was able to switch them with no issues. I was finally able to figure some things out that I previously couldn't before. Hopefully it'll continue to work as intended and be able to start with V9 story content. I still got a long way to go (and also creating a puzzle regarding Extra Link).

Happy Birthday , i hope that you will have a great day

Happy Birthday , i hope that you will have a great day

I'm giving a "What if" dialogue for Pokemon Reborn : During cutscene after player defeats Luna : Luna : Speaking of which, I'm asking a question. I know it's just a foolish question but I'll keep your answer in secret because of what happened when Bennett said how he loved me. That was gross. Well then, I want a honest answer. Between me and the others, who do you prefer the most? -Answers as male : Anna -> Luna : Huh? I thought you were choosing me... Unless you trust her the most. Well, I'm glad to hear that. Victoria -> Luna : I guess you are in good terms with her since the first meet. No wonder she's trusts you. Luna -> Luna : So you prefer me. That's okay. Since you don't act like the way Bennett does. I guess I have to trust you a bit. Charlotte -> Luna : Well, after all, I confirm it's like you prefer light more than darkness. None -> Luna : Huh, dissapointing but I guess you have a good reason as for the part of being a trainer. -Answers as female : Noel -> Luna : So he's the only person you want to trust. I think it is enough for me to hear that. Cal -> Luna : Since then? I heard from Cain he was working with Team Meteor until betrayal. Do you trust him? Nevermind! Taka -> Luna : You like the guy working with Team Meteor? I don't know how to feel about that. None -> Same dialogue for None -Answers as non-binary : Adrienn -> Luna : You like the fairy type gym leader, after the turn of events, of course. Cain -> Luna : So, your rival then. It doesn't matter, anyway. None -> Same dialogue for None Note : It could give, lose or not affect relationship points depending of given choices.

#corona crisis

One more for the road https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6UWNitDBb9M

Welp… I’m alive, so… that’s a thing. look I’m gonna be honest I’m not doing great, I have no friends, and nobody to talk to about anything. So I’m gonna use my lonely little corner to vent this morning. Ok ok. yea I feel like shit, physically I feel tired but as per usual my sleep schedule is fucked up beyond belief, I’m bored out of my mind again because 1 I’m broke af, and 2 there are so few decent games coming out these days it’s honestly depressing (I have really high standards for video games, I don’t want a masterpiece kind you but I do want a good story and good gameplay with as little padding as possible please no more unnecessary puzzles) official Pokémon is trash imo there hasn’t been a game halfway decent since hgss, we finally got some kh news… missing links development is canceled… “but but grey” I hear you saying “we got screenshots of kh4” 3 screenshots most of which is more SORA, I am so tired of sora omg, riku is my favorite character and he got shafted so damn hard in kh3 it hurts. Back to my main point I guess, I miss when jrpgs where like ff4, ff7, kh2, pokemon gen 4/ colosseum/xd, I miss the experimentation of games from the 2000s, I’m sick of how formulaic and by the numbers every game is, despite the flaws I loved dragon age the veilguard (and there are ALOT of flaws) my enby ass loved seeing taash grow into themselves, had fun with romancing neve, enjoyed playing a rogue and all the speedy combat I liked the story I enjoyed the conclusion, and despite all it did good it was review bombed to death because there were lgbtqia+ characters and minorities… DRAGON AGE HAS ALWAYS HAD THAT… ughhhh the world pisses me off, now half of BioWare is gone and the chances of ever getting another dragon age are at an all time low. A franchise I recently got into with inquisition (had a great time there but didn’t like having to play a man or a woman, veilguard really kicked ass with the inclusivity truly amazing!!!) I hate how few games don’t let me be… well me, ya know. I just want to be able to escape this shit hole of a world into one where hope still exists and the premise that you CAN change shit is not so far lost to the average people… I’m sick of this capitalist hellscape we call a country, I genuinely hate so much of the world right now is absolutely exhausting. I’m sad. I’m alone. And I really don’t have a whole lot going for me irl, I’m socially awkward, mentally ill, not particularly attractive, asexual (for some weird reason that’s a problem for some people idk, why does my sexuality matter, why does that make me lesser in so many peoples eyes) I’m an amab enby which leads to more isolation as even online I don’t feel particularly welcome in LGBTQIA+ spaces because for some reason people just assume that means I’m a man perving OR a trans girl in denial. I am neither of those things thanks VERY MUCH. So yea, lonely as hell, with nothing to do and being alone with my thoughts these last few months really hasn’t been good for my mental health. and before anyone asks yes I’m aware everyone can see this. there’s really no reason to hide it, not that anyone will read this haha… that’s why I said this is my lonely little corner, nobody comes here but me. Why not use it to catalog anything at any moment I have the strength to say something. Cuz I know someday I won’t even have that anymore.