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When the darkness of a stormy sky interwines with the sunlight on the clear facade of houses across the street, the shots are even more mesmerizing!
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The music that keeps looping in my mind everytime I'm roving in the New World:
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Q-Jei's quote #3
"There are days like this when growing up feels like killing a part of your former self."
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Andre Gide's quote #1
"It is better to be hated for what you are than to be loved for what you are not."
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Q-Jei's quote #2
"Sometimes, later means never. If you want to do something, do it now."
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Q-Jei's quote #1
"Nobody is black or white, everybody is prismatic. And each side of our personality is a color. It just takes one situational change for unexpected colors to become visible."
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I like that comparison! Though I don’t think you can actually change colors with a prism…
Perhaps we could use a (white-light) Michelson interferometer instead… but then we lose both the poetry and the math joke (I don’t understand these links either but I know some people are excited).
Also, congrats on getting a four-figure reputation!
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Yes, I have to admit that the comparison I've made was a little flawed and not totally correct physically speaking!
No matter what you do, you will always see all the colors once the light refracted with a prism. For me, the prism is yourself, the ray of light is your personal experience and the colors are the different sides of your personality. They're a part of you as an individual, no matter what you do. Silently merged but never all shown at the same time. In the end, what the others see just depends on the viewing angle.
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Q-Jei's deep reflection #1
When you’re in need of love, what does hurt the most? Being hated by everyone or being ignored by everyone?
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That’s a frightful question. Part of me wants to say, like Candy, that hate is better… that attention of any kind is better than indifference.
But if a large group sent you heinous and hateful messages (in the true, gruesome fashion we’ve come to associate with the Internet), you couldn’t even talk to them about that. This is a kind of attention one can’t engage with.
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Hello everyone! This is Q-Jei!
I want to express my apologies about the music video I shared on Discord yesterday! I quickly noticed that it had shocked those who watched it and I got a warning later in the night. Today, I didn't feel good at ease because I'm afraid that people around me think I'm a doubtful or twisted person. I've lost sight that this type of content was not allowed on the server and I didn't think twice before posting it. Honestly, I was more focused on how fascinating and meaningful it was to me because it was correlating perfectly with my state of mind at this moment. I'm not trying to justify what I did because I know it's not defendable considering the fact that Ame and the moderators made clear in the rules that the type of content I shared had not its place on the server. They try to preserve positive ambiance there and I blindly trampled on one of the few places where I still felt good. Last week, I was in average shape, pressured and not in a satisfying mood overall. I finally was at the end of a work stoppage that originally was assigned to me after an accident caused by an epilepsy crisis in the middle of November. Yet, I've never been diagnosed as an epileptic in the past. The day it happened, I felt very tired and very sad because I thought I was going to lose my job. Two weeks before this event, my boss made me known that it was difficult to communicate with me and had expressed doubts about my reliability. Most of the things he expected from me were either not finished or not of sufficient high quality and I was more and more stressed to meet him because I didn't feel safe in my working environment anymore. But I don't think you need to know the rest of the details about this story. I just didn't totally mourn my previous job and there was a point where I progressively stopped getting into the mind of the others. I recently tried to do efforts to get over some inner demons and despite the return of beautiful days, I'm still crushed by the accumulation of poor results. This motivated me to post something that was correlating with these demons, let alone the fact that the lovecraftian style in this video was also very appealing to me. It's obvious that I should have given a detailed explanation about how I felt in the first place, or simply choose a lyrics video instead, which would have been more relevant and less shocking since the intepretation I had about the lyrics is the following: "You cannot let yourself get trapped in a situation based on pressure and can't let others influence your decisions". But I eventually thought too much about myself, and here I am now. I didn't want to offend anyone and I don't want to be considered as a dickhead either! Please accept my apologies and sorry for my lack of subtlety!
Take care of yourself better than I did with myself!
Q-Jei
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Happy birthday Oscarus!
Even if me and other people you used to interact with are less active than usual on the forum, I assure you that the rest of the community is very lively on Discord!
Please don't hesitate to give it a check sometimes, especially the art channels! You won't regret this
https://discord.com/channels/112443923003084800/693658573762461716
Take care and have fun!
Q-Jei
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I, uh, thank you...
Forgive my relative absence and all... but I'll admit that I'm bit of a social coward. And the last months have been, well... perhaps some of the worst in terms of stress-and-fear-inducing experiences.
Maybe I'll join; tonight (at least in Poland it is night), or tomorrow... but I don't expect to be as active as I used to be - it has been a very rough and tough ride.
And not worry about "being late" - just seeing you faring at least decently well is enough for me to be a little happier.
May the next months be better... as I'm finding less and less reasons to keep pushing forward.
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Happy birthday Evi, the brightest crystal of all! I wish you a great week, a great year and a beautiful life!
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Hello everyone! I know it's been forever, but I'm finally back now! After two years to deal with work, graduation and more personal stuff, I wanted to share the 21st episode of the written-run I've been working on. I can't lie about it, I didn't feel very comfortable because of how I depicted Flannery in the previous episode (The one that took place in the Mosswater Factory) and something told me that I had to take a break from my writings. I had this impression that if I didn't, the forthcoming events that were planned wouldn't have been as satisfying for me, the writer. And if I don't feel confident or proud of what I do, then there's no reason to push myself doing it anymore. So, here I am. I personally consider this episode more like a mix between a "make-up episode" and a way to keep the story coherent and worthy of interest at the same time. It also is the one that took me the longest time for the screenshot edits. Two of the pictures present in this episode are really massive. Will you manage to spot them?~ In the end, I just exposed my personal perception on this matter. What's yours?
In any case, Flannery is back and she's more determined than ever to cross swords with the foes of Reborn's land!
Enjoy the story and stay tuned for more~
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Just as Saphira said, I'm down but never out! So does, Flannery! I refuse to let it unfinished after all the efforts I've put into the story so far! However, the last screenshot edits where quite complex to make, so I hope no one will be mad at me if I take a rest until I start working on episode 22 ^^'
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