Dear past Lykos,
I have good news for you; your personality will change and you will also meet many people in your life, so i assure you that you won't remain alone. But be very careful, not all the people you meet will be as good as you expected; unfortunately your problem will be that you will trust them too easily.
You will have betrayals, both in terms of love and in terms of friendships and also other things will happen, but you will be able to go on your way, leaving the past behind. Always remember to trust yourself.
One day you will become part of a beautiful community. Don't fear it, you will know some really fantastic people, you will make a lot of friends, in short you will feel like you have a second family.
P.S. Start studying english, you will really need it