I'm honestly really sad to see you go Viri. You've been a great friend, and were always a pleasure to be around on the server and forums. I remember when I first read your introduction thread I hoped you'd stick around, and I'm glad you did.
I have nothing but respect for you, and wish you will in all that life has to offer.
If you ever do decide to return, don't feel pressured into returning to the meme that it appears you feel like you are stuck in. You're a wonderfully varied person who has a lot to offer, and I hope that one day when you're under less pressure you'll come back and be able to extend yourself.
Goodbye, and in case you never return, have a nice life.