but when I do it's for people I'm supposed to hate.
Supposed to.
I don't have anything to give you that you'd care about (and I'm sure nobody else does) but if anything I can at least thank you for today- pretty terrible up until we started playing LoL. Like I said elsewhere, I was pretty sure today was "ruin ikaru's day" day, and I had fun playing with you and the others c:
You should be honored; normally that game only makes me feel worse. In seriousness though idk if you consider us as close as you did last time it came up, but for what it's worth I'm glad you're still around as often (not often?) as you are and not gone like I wanted you to be figured you would be eventually.
I kind of feel bad actually considering the five of us were in a skype call not even an hour ago and I didn't notice that, at some point or another, it became your birthday and you just kind of left on your own before I did notice, and I totally would have sang for you this sentence is making less and less sense as it goes on.
<many generic-and/or-cliche-lines-of-sappy-words-and-nice-things-I-would-never-make-publicly-available later>
Signed,
~Your favorite person that doesn't actually hate you whatsoever yet
PS I never explicitly said happy birthday, so like happy birthday c: