BandorKitty

@Candy I'm sorry you had to go through that. It no longer hurts for you, right? I hope it doesn't. And thanks for giving me another point of view. I get where you're coming from, and I know I can be happier. I just wish it would happen sooner. @Thundermaze That is where I want to be. Thanks for your words of wisdom.

@Thundermaze Thanks for the advice. This is what I've been trying to do, but the way you explained it makes it seem a bit easier. Maybe one day I'll succeed.

Thanks for your reply. I have been talking to someone, that's why I'd like to try something different. They've been helping me with the emotional depression side of things, but I'd like to know if there's a way to help me forget or fill the void he left behind. Sorry, I'm not good at explaining things.

So I know I'm new here, but I don't have many friends that can be relied on to help me in the way I need or give me advice. Its not like I can't trust them, its just that I don't think they could handle me right now or know how to make me feel better. It would only upset them to know I'm feeling this way. So who better to ask than strangers on the internet, right? I need to forget about someone. Someone who has taken hold of my heart for a long time. He doesn't want me in his life anymore, and I respect that. I've "killed" myself (the me that loves him and still wants him) to help me forget about him, and it's working to some degree right now, but I have a feeling that it's going to build up more and more as the days go on and eventually I'm going to break down again. I've known since I was little that I'd never have someone that would love me, so when I found him I was so happy. But now its over and my intuition was right all along. I've lost my one chance at love, and I'm never going to get another chance. Please don't try to convince me otherwise, I've accepted this as fact. I'm asking if anyone knows of any way that can help me forget about him. I'm almost certain I've "killed" myself enough that I've accepted the fact he wants me gone and I don't really feel anything for him anymore, but the feeling that I'm missing something won't go away. I don't know how to fill this void. I'm not good at making new friends offline, so I can't really do that. I can play games (Reborn is actually occupying most of my time now and I'm really happy for that), do my music stuff, hang with family and friends and do other stuff to keep me busy but once I stop and I'm left to my own thoughts everything comes back. This has been going on for months now. I'm not looking for a solution, just some advice. Maybe someone has been through something similar, or can maybe point me to somewhere I'd enjoy myself to help fill the void. Yes, I have been talking to someone about this and it's been helpful, but I want to try something different. From my time here so far this seems like a really nice community, and I'm sorry for spewing out all this word vomit. If you've read this all the way through, thank you.

Welcome @Armanz to the pit of despair. Enjoy crawling your way out

Do I know anyone here in real life? Gosh, I barely know anyone in real life so the chances of that are zilch.

Currently in my last few days of being 20, so I voted 21. Only joined a few days ago. Still right around the middle I guess. Pokemon fans are really growing up T_T

I second this, doing my own right now and enjoying it. Also maybe try feline or ursine. Basically just using Pokemon based around certain a certain animal type.

Hiya, welcome

Welcome

I don't usually nickname my mons, but when I played through Blue for nostalgia's sake I nicknamed my team, which consisted of: Raichu - Thales (as in the philosopher, one of the earliest to discover static electricity) Blastoise - Pachelbel (so I could make a lame joke about Pachelbel's Canon in D) Charizard - Sal (short for Salamander, plus it just seemed right) Pidgeot - Archie (based off the Archaeopteryx line) Venusaur - Nigel (I honestly cannot remember why, but it still fits for some reason) And of course my Mew obtained through the Mew glitch - Bart (short for Bartholomew)

@Dartu-san Oh, so despairingly cute! And no probs, I'm looking forward to it

Hey, thanks again for the welcomes everyone. I wasn't expecting to get this many. Guess that shows that I picked a great community to join! Pssst! @Dartu-san, love your Monokuma-Stufful!

Thanks for the welcome everyone Hopefully I'll be able to stick around for a while

Hiya! I’m new here, so I’m gonna introduce myself. I’m BandorKitty. I’ve been playing Pokémon for most of my life. It’s been a little over a year since I last played an official Pokémon game, due to various things happening in my life that involve “becoming an adult” and university and stuff like that. When Ultra Sun and Ultra Moon came out, after a year of living a life that’s completely different to what I’m used to, I didn’t really have any drive to buy it. First Pokémon game I haven’t yet owned :/ . But I got bored on my break and remembered this game that I had tucked away in the ravines of my brain (discovered it around 2 years ago), and decided to give it a try. I started playing Reborn just before the E17 public release, and I have to say, thank you for re-igniting my passion for Pokémon. I just beat Serra and I’m really invested in this story. Maybe when I finish this episode I’ll go out and buy a copy of Ultra Sun to keep me busy until the next one! So, yeah, that’s my story. Thanks for reading! I guess if you’ve read this far you’d be interested to hear a bit about me. I’m an Aussie girl, will be 21 by the time the month rolls over. In my spare time I mostly play games, watch anime, and listen/play/cover/arrange music. I’ll listen to any genre, but my favourite type of music has to be Vocaloid. I guess that’s one other thing I’m really passionate about ^_^. I also love animals, so I’m currently trying to get into the vet program at my university. Even if that doesn’t work out, I’ve got my foot in the door to some other similar professions. I have two cats (whom inspired my “online handle”, so to speak) and three birds, and I love them all very much. One is a talking budgie! XD. I don’t see them much lately since I’m studying away from home, but it’s always great when I get to come home and have cuddle times with them So anyway, once again, thank you for reading! I look forward to meeting other people on here. Keep on truckin’