Q-Jei

Firstly first, thank you all for your heartwarming support!

And yes, you guessed right @Evi Crystal. My internship is supposed to last two extra months with two oral exams and one thesis work to provide for mid-August. The problem is, my state of mind is behaving like an elevator these days. For example, there are periods when I'm becoming excessively cheerful (Which happens almost systematically when I reach the goal I've imposed on myself at the beginning of the day, even if it doesn't represent a lot to my supervisors), and there are days when I'm becoming melancholic with an impression of emptiness and boredom (Which is often related to a lack of recognition). In addition to this, I'm missing my artistic hobbies. To put an end on this pressure, I'm putting a lot of efforts into the preparation of my exams in order to get my degree with the hope of focusing more on things that make me feel good later on. It's sad to admit, but I despise my current situation and I can't wait to throw it away once I have my so-coveted diploma in my pocket. It will be the end of 23 uninterrupted years of schooling, no less.

As you have implied, you are not far off from completing your internship, Q-Jei. You got this!

This time I'll cheer for you!

@Q-JeiYikes, that's terrible and sad to hear that. But please, don't stress yourself that much. Take a break and take care yourself hands an ice cream and ice tea