Concepts that describe and polarize the emotion within... to be harnessed and honed. Once you find that... Transforming will be easy to cause.
Something that describes my emotions. Something I can relate with would be good. "Does it have to be something like an element? It could be an item or a person as well, couldn't it?" she asked Vixen. Even then I don't know what to think about. I don't think there is any object in my life that has any meaning any more. All I had in my life before this was my work. Tending to my flowers was the most important part of my day. I did enjoy it, taking care of the beautiful flowers. Watering them, pruning them when needed. I guess it was when I felt calm. I could forget about my past and live my life in peace. I remember when Aito-chan was in the shop and I used to sing to him. It started me singing to the flowers. I was the happiest then. I even remember the rainbow roses I made. It took me well over a week, but it was worth it. They were beautiful. Thinking of the roses, Krys could feel the tingling in her core again. She stood up as it was growing stronger. Suddenly the smell of roses was everywhere. Her hair turned red, and her clothes turned black. She felt her clothes become heavy, and as she examined herself she saw that there was red armour forming over her clothes. Before she could complete her transformation, she was exhausted and fell on to the sofa. The scent went away and the feelings stopped. Her clothes and hair turned back to normal. Her stomach grumbled a bit and she realised she was hungry. Wow, so that is what transforming feels like. I almost did it. I'll need to practice before I can perfect it. I guess not having eaten anything since lunch has taken its toll on my stamina as well. She looked at Vixen, and smiled. "I almost did it. I guess I just need to work on it for a while." She could feel the energy draining out of her. She had some more water from the canteen and sat back, trying to rest from the exhaustion.