Hey guys..
Exactly what the title says..
I mean, most of the time this is the case with me. I don't know what to do in my life, I don't have a skillset or something that I can talk about. I try to read up things on the internet, but they always start with "I was like that too" and "then I realised that I didn't have any goals with my life, and then I started thinking"etc etc, you get the picture. I don't have any goals AT ALL, simply because I don't know anything about the summit.
It's like there's sort of this emptiness inside. As you may have guessed by now, I simply cannot express this weird emotion inside of me. I get easily intimidated as well as jealous of others, even though afterwards I tell myself that there's nothing to be jealous about. Even though I tell myself everytime NOT to be, I'm an attention-seeker. Many times, there's just this barrrage of negative emotions inside me, ready to take control.
Many times, I feel like punching myself till I disappear. Everybody is so knowledgeable about their future, everyone is just so sure, and here am I, being miserable towards people on a forum just to get their attention. Hell, the last line was written for self pity....
So um thanks for staying afloat during my rant, and if you didn't I wouldn't blame you, after all who'd wanna listen to a weirdo whine...