Q-Jei

Hello people!

How are you doing? I would like to apologize for having been so silent all this time! The internship I went through had drained most of my free time, and I just finished to enjoy a generous weekend of five days for Easter. All this to say, I'm happy to finally have an opportunity to explain clearly what happened those last few days, especially the boost of the progression bar of the next episode about my RP story (The Tale of a Firehead). For those who haven't noticed yet, there was a big jump from 20% to 100% for the story part. In fact, it's due to a decision which has been taken during one of my writing sessions: I voluntarily split the 15th episode in half and chose to create two separate episodes instead since it would have led us to a (very) long *ss outcome otherwise. But beyond the desire of creating something I'm proud of, there also was a short, but yet intense, period of mental breakdown. The feeling of living into an endless loop every day, the sensation of monotony at work, the lack of innovative idea in regard to what I already did during my internship... it can sound meaningless, but such a combination make you put yourself in question, and sometimes, it slows you down a lot. And I'm not talking about nostalgia: the time when I went to Croatia for my last birthday was so good and beautiful, and it will soon be one year since this happened. When I rethink of it, I almost have tears in the eyes. The sea, the waterfalls, the towns, the food, the weather... it was so short (4 days), and yet so unforgettable. Today, it's just as if these moments are far behind me, and I would like to do something similar and travel again. But I can't. And concerning the story run I've made, I progressively realized that I tackled the darkest part of it, so I had to take some fresh breaths to heal my mind regularly. But don't mistaken with my words. Being sad from something you write doesn't mean you don't like what you're doing or that your work is faulty. I would even say that literature (even amateur work) is probably one of the best ways to share feelings and emotions. Behind each episode, there is a part of yourself which is unconsciously reflected. And without knowing why, I tend to find these reflections appeasing. In other words, the next episode will be translated very soon, and be prepared for this as it will certainly be an emotional one. By the way, the 16th can await. When you like what you do, you don't want to put a knife under your throat to force things to be done faster, which is only natural. And everything that is good is worth the waiting

See you soon, and stay tuned~

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