Wow that was really deep, now while I can't claim to be able to understand how you felt or even why you decide to tell us this now but all I can say is thank you, thank you for everything you have given us your game has the kind of difficulty that straddles the boundary between challenging and rage quit territories it is one of the best pokemon fan games that I have had the pleasure of playing so brava, congratulations and remember none of this could have happened without you, so please continue to make the world a little bit brighter and a lot more interesting and bring back gyarados! have a good day may this birthday bring forth many more to come.