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i can encourage people to have confidence and self-esteem all day, but i can't do that for myself, i have no skills and i do nothing like its supposed to be done, i lack social skills and i barely get out of the house anymore, i dont even like to chat on facebook anymore, even my 'friends' aren't true, they're merely there when they need something from me, i only have ONE person i can consider a true friend but i can't keep comlaining to him always, i dont want to bother him with my Nonesense, i guess i'm like wolfox and isa in a way, i'm afraid that my past will keep haunting me and i fear that people who bullied me in the past will return to ruin my life once more, i'm not going to step oustide the house. not for now.