Honestly, You're one of my best friends on here despite the fact we don't talk to much. But, You do have a lot of things you need to work on, But it's ok because no one is perfect and honestly...We all have plenty of flaws we need to fix anyways. You're mature for your age which is a good thing but I really do think sometimes you are truly a little too sensitive. And don't think there is something wrong with that because the fact is if you weren't then you'd basically be just another one of those people that are looked upon as naive. You're a cool guy overall, But really I don't think your life is nearly as bad as it is made out to be. You're only 14 and have more than experience than most your age, This is true. But I truly don't believe you mean any harm. Because you really are a nice person, But sometimes you let it get taken advantage of and I hate seeing that. You've been through a decent amount, We all have, But I don't truly think any of us are old enough to truly understand everything and we probably never will understand it all but...Despite being a good guy, I don't think you should see things in your life as badly as you sometimes feel they are. And neither should any of us for that matter.