Oscarus
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Curse my talentless arse!
I have so many wonderful ideas to create and share with you (with the most realistic being pictures/art), but I can't... as I possess no drawing talent. None at all.
I've been trying to draw and paint for years, but it was all worthless - waste of pencil, crayons, paper and time. And in my head it looks so wonderful - at least for me.
You have no idea how I envy you, and your arts of any sorts - they're so beautiful; you're so talented... I wish I could do it too, but I simply suck at it, no matter how much training I was doing.
Honestly, I wish I could generate pictures by just imagining them, and share here, so I could at least "be" an "artist".
Actually... If I could do that, then forget about pictures - I could create an entire anime! With more accurate descriptions of places, characters and places full of life, emotional moments and openings/endings!
But... you should do voice acting and OST by themselves; I cannot create voice head canons in my head; it all sounds awkward.
...why am I writing this anyways...? Hell if I know. I just feel useless by being surrounded by lots of talented ladies and gentlemen like yourselves.
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I can understand your frustration on a level, but don't let your envy ruin you even worse. But you also have a great talent you're great, in my opinion
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You can do pretty good analysis in competitive battles in such calculated detail, that I wish I could that good
Especially your headcanons and that fanfic of yours are pretty entertaining too. I can see passion and love you put in your works
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I may be good in analyzing... But competitive fights aren't my cup of tea.
However, I do have 1300+ Elo in Gen 8 Random Singles on Smogon, and haven't lost a battle with opponent having more than 2 Pokemon at the end in Gen 7 OU... Maybe I am a decent competitive player. But just decent.
And about fanfics, theories and such... I still am not good enough. Yet I train; I'm polishing-... Heh, polishing, pun completely not intended...
Anyways, I do correct myself, and I'm trying to upgrade it - mainly in descriptions of things and people - and I think I'm getting slowly better at it; by analyzing the process of 38 episodes, the further we get, the better it is.
Some moments are... painful to write, especially when you see the scene before your eyes, but I try. And my current level of writing is acceptable. So, except that I'll post the work here (links to it, at least - there's no way I'll be copying and correcting those... At least 100 thousands words.
The pain also is my creativity - I'm barely into the mid section of the Reborn plot, and I have the parts of the storyline for Desolation (and a LOT of ideas for Rejuvenation).
Regardless, I think those will be good, and others will enjoy
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