Greetings,
I've been having recurring mood swings, and everyone's off to go do their own thing in life such as getting married, hanging out with friends, etc. Then, there's me: that one guy who can't do anything techy, witty, cool, or trendy. I've started to distance myself from my friends because it was never about them wanting to know me. It was just out of pity and because I seemed dark, they wanted to be the light that would cleanse me of my dark nature. I'm just...done with life in general. I'm just there in life. Sure, I aim to become someone who might change the world as the propaganda says at my school, but I doubt anyone would remember or miss me if I just happened to up and disappear. Everyone else is leaving and it wasn't exactly the way I thought it would be. Now, I've been slowly drowning in the emotional sea of pain, suffering, and regret and it's best that no one saves me. I think it would be better that way because it will be less burden for them. Anyways, that's all. Maybe you'll see me again, but then again, you might not