Rshiran

Just curious...

Yaayyy that you so much!!

What are other ways to raise friendship? Also, what is that 'whipped dream' thing for? Still have no clue.

I'm sorry for that. You're young, you live has just begun. You still don't know your potential, much less other people. They don't know everything about you, so, how can they judge you? Everyone fails at somethings, everyone makes mistakes. Specially when they are young. You're not the only one, dear. You weren't even the only person suspended. Take it easy on yourself for now. I've wanted to kill myself too. Any small error would make me feel hopeless and unvaluable. And I felt attracted to those thoughts. May sound weird but sadness is addictive, so we are easily drawn by them. It's part of being human. But I started to question my suicidal thoughts, Is this really right? Am I that bad? Looking back, I'm glad I ignored that autodestructive bias and tyed hard to look at it in a rational view. Some good friends helped me a lot with it, too. But take care, some people are just toxic. Some wants to make onther people feel down just to feel better about themselves. Don't take them serioulsy, because this life is yours and they can't decide what you are. Only you can do it. My mother and I argue a lot. Sometimes she treats me in a way that makes me think that she dosen't loves me. But on the other hand, she works hard to make me happy and took good care of me despite I being not a good daughter sometimes. So, I try hard not to fight her because this only makes things worse. If you kill yourself, you will also kill a future you don't know yet. Things change, more that you think, though it may take some time. Be patient, because I definitely assure you, no pain lasts forever. Thing surely will get better, if you simply allow it to happen. It's not that hard, though sometimes it feels really awful and hopeless. But there's always hope, since people can change. Yes, even you. I must say it, you're being hasty. With a good attittude, you can make everything better, even though some people may look down on you. You understimat yourself, because you can always improve, and also have a lot to see about you and this world yet. If you throw your only chance to prove them wrong, your only life, you may not know how good things may happen to you, if you just give yourself another chance. At the end of the day, things may not be so bad as you think. Suicide is wrong and very extreme. Odds are you will really regret doing it. More than being suspended. Everything has a good and a bad side. You just have to see it. I like to believe in what dosen't kill you makes you stronger. Lift up your head, dear. Just keep living. Thanks for hearing us. You seem like an awesome person, really. Honestly, I wrote this with my hands shaking, so afraid I am of you going. What kind of music do you like? I will be Cain and share some of my favourites. It helped me a lot and it's true. If you ever want to talk, please call us. We'll be righ here.

Hm, what about that Absol? Last time I've seen it was close to where Titania lives. I wonder where it is... Also, I would like to know if there is any sidequest for me to do. Just defeated Ciel, got Riolu, Eevee and Tyrogue. I'm going to get Rotom but I will be on a loss of what to do next after I catch it. Got no patience to catch Pokémon that will be useless for me.

@Luna @sound of silence Kinda off topic, sorry, but exactly where do I find Cryogonal? I know that it lives in Ametrine Mountain, but I've been struggling a little to find the place.

@Luna @sound of silence Thanks a lot. I don't understand well what is this egg moves and Ev training thing. What do you think about a Lapras? (Ice Shard dosen't seem much appealing to me) I don't trust much no-evolution pokemons, though. Aurorus, Avalugg and Cryogonal seems good too. Hard to choose... Cryogonal seems to have low def but maybe Reflect does the job? Aurorus have low speed but is a double-type which is nice. Avalugg's def is great but that sp. def, sp. attack and speed is a turn down, no?

Stuck with the flying-type ballerina Ciel. My babies: Arcanine lv. 75 Reversal (fighting) Flamethrower Crunch Sunny Day Mismagius lv. 75 (great sp. attack, with nasty plot she K.O.s nearly every enemy 'till she faints, but with low def and good sp. def) Dark Pulse Nasty Plot Shadow Ball Power Gem (rock) Seaking lv 75 (a disappoitment, weak as hell but that bug-type attack megahorn saved me against aya) Surf Waterfall Dive Megahorn Noivern, 75 (good speed and sp. atk but low sp. def) Fly Dragon Pulse Boomburst Super Fang Serperior, 75 (great speed and attack but a deadweigh against Ciel) Rock Smash Strength Leaf Blade Nature Power Luxray 75 (another disappoitment, no strong eletric attacks) Rain Dance Discharge Crunch Scary face Extras: Milotic 50 (surf, rain dance, flail, coil) - in training Steelix 56 (roch smash, stone edge, strength, dig) - only good thing about this guy is the defense Does Milotic learn Ice Beam or any strong ice attack by levelling?