I would go on to inquire what exactly this "showing" entailed (I could very well show you a photo of my space pirate dad and his crew, if I wanted to), but frankly, this is going into full-on morbid territory. Let's end this conversation here please.
I am scared to kill myself, but I feel I have to, my life is painful. it is your choice on what you want to believe, I cannot say anything to convince anyone of anything. So it is your choice, believe me or believe I am doing it for attention, it's all your choice. I know what I mean.