I want more because the stuff I'm going through feels unfair. I don't want a magic bullet. I just want what I want to be attainable. I'm too young to make the major steps that are attainable, and those steps can't get me to my ideal goal. And since I can't make those steps yet, making more, smaller, steps towards a settled goal seems pointless. And I know that I can't have what I want, and I'm trying to settle for what I can have, and I can't. I haven't worked through everything yet.
What do you regret the most?