Nan
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My friend made me feel bad (most likely on purpose) because I want to buy a game's collector's edition. Well I'm still going to buy it anyway and I didn't even ask her opinion about this... Why I can't enjoy even small things in life. I just want to feel happy even for these small things because life overall isn't good.. at least for me.
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Okay I've been working at a library for a while, I work at children's/teenager's section and I have noticed few things: the children and some of the teenagers are afraid of me and I have some much authority, I mean I told some kids that they must stop running in the library and they were like "we're sorry and we don't this again." I like my job.
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White Russian tastes so good. Why I haven't been drinking this before ? Black Russian is also good.
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Okay I'm not supposed to get työmarkkinatuki (=social benefit paid to an unemployed person who is not entitled to ordinary unemployment benefits due to insufficient history of employment or extended) from KELA but I just did... I just got 400€ and I was trying to get some kind of mileage and it would be worth of 90€.... well 400€ is nice... and I really hope I can get a job from library because for now I've been working there for free..
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Do you mean that they take some money from [insert some kind of benefit paid here] or do you mean that this system works on taxes, well this system works from taxes and sometimes they take a little bit money from your benefit paid but it depends on your life situation, if you're really poor they don't take any money from your benefit paid.
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So the Last Guardian got cancelled.. well I'm disappointed but that's life.
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I wish I was good looking, taller and thinner..
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Apparently Australia is going to participate in Eurovision. What.
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I wonder how Finnish sounds to people who don't speak Finnish.
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A doodle.. I wish I could shade haha.
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My local newspaper made an article about a nonbinary individual and it's not transphobic at all. This is a miracle. And it was a really good article too.. too bad it's in Finnish.. otherwise I would have linked it here.
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I feel a little bit better after I talked to my friends... but man yesterday I cried so much that I looked like that I had a hangover, I mean my eyes were a little bit red and my eyelids were swollen haha. But I'm grateful that to my friends who listened to me and they even reminded that crying is ok.. but I can't help with it that sometimes I see crying as showing weakness, even though it's not really but anyway.
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So I told my crush I liked him, I was expecting that he didn't like and I was right. Luckily I never get my hopes up with crushes because so far all my crushes have been unrequited haha.... It still hurts though.
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Well fuck I'm almost 20 but I feel like a 12-year-old because I have a crush on one man.... I feel really embarrassed. But I have a feeling that he hates/dislikes me sigh.....
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I'm a Mander-Mander-Manderville man. Doing what only Manderville can. From the peaks of Coerthas to Thanalan Mander-Mander-Manderville man. Fancy yourself a Manderville man? You would do what only a Manderville can! Then lift your legs and put up your hands! Be a Mander-Mander-Manderville, man! ♬
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I just realized that I'll be 20 next March... and then I can legally buy stronger alcoholic drinks.. that's the only positive thing about me getting older. I don't want to get older. Haha I almost write "legally buy legally".
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I think I'm not coming out of the closet because my father was laughing about that Russia denied driving license from LGBT people especially from trans people... he said "haha trannies can't drive in Russia"... I wanted to say that "haha your child is a tranny" but I think it's safer that I'm pretending to be a cishet than come out from the closet... I feel bad now.
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Happy New year in beforehand. I'm going to Helsinki to celebrate the new year so I won't be here. I hope you all have a good day/morning/evening/night/whatever.
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How many of you are come out from the closet to your parents ? I want to come out to my parents.. I want to tell my parents that I'm not a heterosexual cisgendered person... But I'm so scared but I don't want to stay in the closet anymore.. I just don't want to fake this role anymore... it slowly eats my mental health...
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My apologies if I misunderstood what you were saying, but you said there were other issues as well? While it sucks that you have to wait, at least try resolving those issues before you think about telling them.
@Smok3 I'm not saying that his experience is going to be as pleasant as mine, and I think you misunderstood that. What I'm saying is that I was in the same situation, afraid to say it. While his experience will most likely differ, if he lets then know and gets their r...
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@Smok3iT
I'll try to live my life the best I can but it can be hard sometimes.. and I should definitely not tolerate any kind of shitty behavior if someone doesn't like me... but usually I let people treat me like garbage and it's not a good thing at all...
@King Murdoc
Yeah I have some issues with my parents... It took years (for example) that my parents have finally understood that I have depression.. and some other problems as well..
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Sometimes I wonder how different I would be as a person if my childhood wasn't filled with neglect and abuse.... People say that bad experiences make people stronger but I wouldn't be so sure about it.
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It's about -20°C outside.. I wasn't wearing warm pants but I was wearing warm coat and warm mittens but only thing that got cold were my hands... and now they're little bit tingling because of the cold weather haha.
