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Eviora

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  1. Same feeling, different day. I'm tired of false hope. I'm tired of people who say they care yet are never really there for me. There is no point.
  2. It's funny that you mention being almost asexual, 'cause I'm the same way.... I'm not strongly attracted to either gender. Part of me wonders if that's just normal for me or if I'm repressed. >.<
  3. I guess I should give this some context, even though I'm still shy about it. Basically, I'm transgender... to use the cliche, a girl trapped in a guy's body, in my case. I recently started taking steps towards transitioning, but now I need a whole lot of other things to keep progressing, and they're expensive... I absolutely loathe my body, I am miserable the way I am, and I'm always reminded of it. I find it hard to tolerate jobs because I feel so fake around others, and that makes me hate myself even more. For the same reason, I don't have any real life friends at all, and people online can't stand to be around me and my rampant anxiety for too long. They get sick of it and stop talking to me. Thanks for all the responses, though... I feel a little bit better knowing that people I barely know are willing to take the time to help cheer me up, even if no one else will.
  4. Incoming toxic venting. If you can't stand unadulterated pessimism and despair, you should just go on your way. I am just sick of everything. I just found out that insurance covers less of the stuff I need than I thought it did, and the costs are huge. I don't have the money for any of this, and I'm sick of just being a burden. No one is ever there for me emotionally. People can't even stand me, and I can't blame them. I have absorbed the cesspool of negativity I grew up in. Whenever I start to feel better, like maybe there is hope, it is all violently stomped into the dirt. I can't break this cycle. I'm starting to think there is no point in even trying to improve my life anymore. Everyone would be better off without me... especially me. So there's your yearly dose of angst.
  5. I am so nervous today! *Hums 'Let It Go' to herself*

  6. Hi! I played this game through episode 13 a while back, but after that I had some technical issues that resulted in me losing my save file. Now I'm planning on starting a new playthrough and want to catch up to where I was without much trouble... so I was hoping you guys could recommend me an amazing team! I don't mind leveling a few more than 6 Pokemon. I would be really grateful for any advice!
  7. Well, good news and bad news. The good news is that this game is no longer deleted by my antivirus. The bad news is that my save file is gone. >.<
  8. If the next version (an update to Ep 14 that I'm guessing will come soonish) doesn't work, this sounds like a workable solution.
  9. I have to say I would feel very nervous about lowering my antivirus. It has blocked some pretty bad stuff before. >.<
  10. No matter how much I try to do things like this, it just fails. I added Reborn as an exclusion and tried to run the game and it got deleted anyway. As much as I want to play, I don't think I have much choice but to wait for the next update and hope it works. =(
  11. I'm not sure how to do that. =( I tried and then tried to enter Reborn, and it just got deleted again.
  12. I tried to get it through Mega File and my antivirus just deleted the game when I tried to open it. It told me it was harmful. O.o Trying another download service now.
  13. No, that won't work. But it's ok I guess. I just got an amusing call from a telephone scammer that actually cheered me up a bit.
  14. Thanks, but you don't have to worry about it. I've pretty much given up.
  15. Well, I accidentally just got my horde side character locked out of it for a week like an idiot, so if your friends are horde I guess I'm out of luck.
  16. That's really nice of you. O.o I wonder if it will really go well, though. People can sell kills for a ton of gold. Why would they give one to a stranger for free? = /
  17. Solo Mythic Garrosh? No way. That's not possible at all right now.
  18. I want to both use it and have it. I collect these dumb things, so.... And I now have just under 11 hours left to get the mount... seeming very unlikely. This is ruining the whole expansion release for me, I actually wish the expansion wouldn't come...
  19. o.o So harsh... I don't think there are any other pure ground mounts as cool as that one, including all the WoD ones. There are some flying mounts I like more but they don't look good running. The thing that really gets to me, though, is that I completed the raid while it was current. I shouldn't be forced to struggle through the awful 1% drop rate...
  20. I can't raid lead. =( Plus no one will join unless I have a guild or something to comprise the bulk of the group, and my guild isn't geared enough for this.
  21. I don't know what I'm going to do when I see people using the item everywhere and I have lost my chance to get it. I'm totally obsessed. I feel worthless because no one bothers to help. =(
  22. I couldn't sleep well last night. I am very, very close to a breakdown.... I feel so pathetic. =(
  23. I tried to quit yesterday and couldn't. =( I'm so pathetic.... I just feel hopeless about getting the item after it becomes 1%. I feel like I'm letting myself be abused if I do that...
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