I guess I should give this some context, even though I'm still shy about it. Basically, I'm transgender... to use the cliche, a girl trapped in a guy's body, in my case. I recently started taking steps towards transitioning, but now I need a whole lot of other things to keep progressing, and they're expensive... I absolutely loathe my body, I am miserable the way I am, and I'm always reminded of it. I find it hard to tolerate jobs because I feel so fake around others, and that makes me hate myself even more. For the same reason, I don't have any real life friends at all, and people online can't stand to be around me and my rampant anxiety for too long. They get sick of it and stop talking to me.
Thanks for all the responses, though... I feel a little bit better knowing that people I barely know are willing to take the time to help cheer me up, even if no one else will.