So basically the title explains it all: I am semi-drunk, I think I might be slightly mad and I have too much filled up in my head to keep going like this so I'm basically going almost all out on alla dis.
I've been feeling like shit for like 4 years now, I couldn't apologize to my dad, I'm greatly contemplated with my crush cause I feel like we're drifting apart this year cause we now only have geography togheter and hardly ever really talk or sit next to eachother anymore, and even if we do sit next to eachother we kinda just do our own thing during class. I have my own personal traumas that I can't really tell anyone cause of my inherit fair of rejection, abandonment and disapproval. I've basically lost my ability to cry after my dad since even with the sad moments I never seem to be able to cry even when I want to.
Well this was less of a rant but I still don't really remember what else I'm bothered by but yea, that's it.