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About GreyRavensong

  • Birthday 07/05/2000

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    Grey
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    Nowhere important, and yet everywhere all at once…
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    Pokémon… DUH
    final fantasy
    Kingdom hearts
    alt style
    Alt music
    Trans rights
    Sarcasm
    Dragon age (inquisition/veilguard)
    Nioh 2/3, ninja gaiden
    God eater
    Lord of the rings
    Star Wars
    Arcane
    Devil may cry
    Baldur’s gate 3/with mods
    And honestly a lot more random shit.
    If you wanna know more ya could always shoot me a message.

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  1. So finally got around to doing a renegade run on rejuv. Lots of thoughts. All the ones regarding the game are good. The ones regarding my irl personality’s similarities to a strange hybrid of m2 and the interceptor as they appear in that route. Less good. But if I know ANYTHING it’s that I have a real nasty self loathing problem. And cannot exactly be trusted to have an honest view of myself.  Least I’m more honest about that than m2 will ever be. Heh.

    that final monologue from the interceptor tho… felt a little to close to shit id actually say in that position. Kinda freaky ngl. But I digress. Cya

  2. I have Been playing Nioh 3 for 7 and a half hours. I fucking love this game.

     

    that is all.

     

     

     

     

     

    buy Nioh!

  3. Hi.

    it needs to be Feb 6th already. I NEED MY NIOH 3!!!! There’s nothing left in the demo for me ughhh and I already completed code vein 2. Why do so few games come out that are interesting 🥲😭

  4. Oh yea. Right. Sorry. 
    im still alive.

  5. Happy holidays. 
    that’s it, not feelin particularly talkative tonight.

  6. Spotify wrapped for the year

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  7. So I did the favorite Pokemon picker thing.

     

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    1. GreyRavensong

      GreyRavensong

      Mewtwo,silvally, and Giratina are all tied for first. Darkrai,charizard and zoroark are all tied for second, lycanroc,zekrom and Lugia are all tied for third. And the rest are as you see them more or less

  8. So the bg3 thing is probably going on hiatus, I have no motivation to write atm, my keyboard is driving me crazy. In other news here’s my most recent playlist on Spotify, just some songs I like

     

  9. so im going to be starting something of a personal project here, i started writing something of a Baldur's gate 3 fanfic/ mini sequel, not gonna lie it disregards alot of stuff in favor of what i find more interesting ,, ill try to post each chapter i write, fair waring

    Content warning, includes

    curse words like ALOT, 

    mentions of trauma, like SA, death,loss,etc

    its focused on Baahlswpawn so gore is a given

    a large chunk so far is based on extremely personal trauma

    if i need to remove it lemme know and ill do so

    if i accidently linked it with a way to edit it please dont. leave it as is

    enjoy reading (I hope its to at least someone's interest) 

    https://docs.google.com/document/d/1N2i_KQ4O0AxJDtsT_f8kV0-FWt7S77My-tZtAO-moTw/edit?usp=drive_link

    1. GreyRavensong

      GreyRavensong

      right yea, theres also self harm mentions, dysphoria mentions, essentially if it CAN have a content waring its probably in there or will be.

      so far ive written 2 chapters, i think, i am very tired and have been writing this for about 2-3 hours now. its 5:50 am here as of this update so imma head out and hopefully someone finds this and decides to try reading it, open to CONSTRUCTIVE criticism, please dont be a jerk. and if i refuse to accept changes, IT IS a personal project after all heavily based on my own emotions headcanons traumas etc

       

      thanks and gn/gm.

      also there's probably alot of typos several keys on my pc aren't working right, namely K and J

  10. They are different story paths depending on certain factors and a major choice late game, you can only do renegade if you actively know how to pursue that path with outside info imo, the requirements are kinda annoying. (Good thing I have no interest in that route lol, I don’t like bad endings) that’s all I can really say since u haven’t played renegade route and I don’t wanna spoil any story stuff. If you wanna know more there’s always videos showcasing each route on YouTube and guides on how to get each on the rejuvenation subreddit.
  11. Hello there to nobody once again. Hope the void is doing grrreat. (Fuck me, why do I bother. Gods damnit I’m lonely) 

  12. Ok so, just finished cyberpunk 2077 for the 2nd time, chose to go for the star ending giving my v and Judy their happy ending (for around 6 months) 

    I’m sorry Johnny I can’t give my body up, (granted that’s a bit of a personal irl hangup that prevents me from even thinking bout that one) and I just wanna say that final scene of V dropping the bullet necklace off of the panzer nearly made me tear up( probably would have if my eyes weren’t SO dry from being awake for nearly 2 days straight) seeing Judy happy was honestly so freakin cute, seeing V let go of the city she called home her whole life (fem street kid v is best v, FIGHT ME) I loved this ending so much more than the sun which I got on my first run, sure with the sun you get fame and fortune and status, but it’s completely hollow, Judy leaves ya.

     

     

    tldr:

    best ending is star ending.

    1. GreyRavensong

      GreyRavensong

      Sorry to anyone reading my sleep deprived emotional rambling, I’m leaving this here, cuz tbh I needed to say something even if nobody hears it. It’s honestly my only emotional release/ coping mechanism these days. Shit sucks, like everywhere. This world is really too close to cyberpunk already… it’s scary ya know. Who am I kiddin, nobody’s gonna pay my words any attention. I’m nobody important. A fact I’m all too aware of. Of anyone reads this (or cares) if your struggling,sad, angry, lost, confused, filled with a burning feeling you can’t describe anymore. You ain’t alone, keep fighting. Don’t ever give in. I promise you it’ll be worth it someday. And even if I’m wrong, and things keep getting worse for us, we can make it better for those who come after.
       

       

      Forge your path ever forward, endlessly taking the road less traveled, tell the tale of your youth at the end of the race when age catches up to you. Don’t stop, don’t slow. Hold fast to hope, hold the line don’t give up no matter how shit it gets y’hear me!

  13. I've swallowed myself but the fever remains
    I'm numb to the pleasure but still feel the pain
    If I showed you my soul would you cover your eyes?
    If I told you the truth would you dare me to lie?
    (I keep it all inside because I know the man is everything but kind)
     

    one of the first songs I ever heard from one of my all time favorite bands, ironic as hell looking back, now that I know what the song is about. No wonder I gravitated toward it so much. I do fucking love MiW. 
     

    in other not news (let’s be honest my life is not exciting) I’m still alive, though I guess that’s obvious… I AM posting on my sad lonely little corner. Anyway if by some chance anyone sees this and bothers to read this far, hey welcome to my lonely corner, feel free to stay awhile it’s likely the only company I’ll have for the foreseeable future friendless as I am, hope your havin a great day/night, hope your staying hydrated and eating enough. Hope things are going well for ya, make sure your takin good care of yourself, but treat yourself to something nice when ya can, life’s too damned short too live without fun. Though all things considered I really shouldn’t be givin advice of any kind… if anyone is unqualified to give advice on sparking joy and taking care of oneself it certainly isn’t me. Given just how miserable I am. But I suppose if others are doing well the world is all the better for those who are worth something to be doing better than I’ve been. 
     

    real talk time I suppose, given that I’ve kinda taken this little corner to journal when I find a moment and maybe my struggles will resonate with someone somewhere someday, or maybe my time will go wasted like it always seems to, effort spent for nothing, as I remain alone and forgotten by the people who told me they’d be my friends and have my back. But I digress. I can only hope that my lamentations of life and misery can be worth something to someone. Perhaps then my lonely little life will have served a purpose and done some good. (Especially considering how damn useless I am irl haha) either way if anyone bothered to read this far, I don’t want pity, or even attention. All I want is to ensure that if there are others who feel the same to know they aren’t struggling alone. And that no matter what

     

     

    you are worth so,SO much more than you think you are.

  14. AHHHHHH

     

     

      why isn’t it October yet, the wait for ninja Gaiden 4 is KILLING ME😭

  15. And seeing bright red, when it's shaking my core
    Can fuck up your head and fill it with thorns
    When words are a threat, you can't take anymore
    I leave you a wreck, yeah, when I'm speaking in swords
    Know I should stop myself before it gets worse
    But it's never what I do
     

    -palisades “hard feelings”

    one of my absolute favorite songs. And yea it’s relatable as fuck.

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