Oscarus

I know I haven't been active in the past weeks... But honestly, I'm in trouble. 

Since the beginning of the academic vacations in June, my self-esteem and feeling of worth have been constantly dropping, just like my physical health (especially in my left injured knee). And in October, when starting my 2nd year, I felt so bad... (especially since the first few days I'd been suffering from gastroenteritis) 

Frankly speaking, my mental health has reached THE minimum; lowest level since the knee operation 3 years ago. I don't have  depression (I... hope?), but will all the incidents and accidents that happened... I feel like absolute shit. Maybe someday I'll find courage to speak about it... But not now...