Oscarus

I've just went through DLC 4 of Pokemon Xenoverse, and it (alongside V19 of Reborn and V13 of Rejuvenation) got me thinking... 

And now I feel... dissatisfaction. I'm not depressed or anything, but a bit sad, seeing how creative many, many creators are able to produce things that can easily be called "masterpieces" (be that designs, characters, stories, music, etc.), that I feel nothing more than an ant, in comparison to those angels. 

I might have ideas... But I lack skills to present them to the others. Plus I'm afraid they won't be nearly half as good as what others did. My aspirations for life is to change the world for better, or at least have people being more happy and satisfied with their lives, so they could continue pushing forward without any regrets... 

But no matter what I would create, it's gonna pale to what others have done before me. They are masters, and I feel like some damned artist-wannabe who wants to follow their idols. 

I'm... not depressed, by any means, but just thinking about it has me feel useless in comparison. It's not like it happened for the first time - it's been happening for years now, but it might be the very first time I openly say about this to other humans (because I can't call those with whom I'm forced to live with 'humans'), as the previous times I was simply complimenting others' work, because I feel obligated to praise the work I adore. 

Do you have the same "problems" as me?