Hey reborn city, since I'm done clearing all of the fan games of the forum(spork, rej, desolation) I just wanted to share something that you may understand or not. I'm talking about love here, well I have to say I'm definitely one of the shyest person in the world when it comes to flirt, i don't count the years I've been single anymore, I'm used to it. But sometimes when I look around me and see such passion between some couples, I feel envy growing in me,i mean it's cool sometimes to have a girl waking you up with some morning hugs and all of that stuff. But unfortunately it doesn't get along with my personality, I'm not a nihilist but I rarely give a damn about something and I consider myself as a coyote, leader of my own pack wandering with no specific goals. I tried to go out with women and all, but where I am nobody shares my passion, video games. They are all about being drunk, spending their life on social media's trying to get attention and always look out for muscles not intelligence. I thought this would evolve after highschool but it's been 3 years since I'm college now and nothing has changed, they don't want to hang out with me because of my tastes (I understand). Don't get me wrong, I Swear I'm in shape, I eat healthy, doing weekly exercises regularly since my young age, but yeah people can think I'm an heartless scum thinking only about his self, just because I don't want to get involved in some useless situations. But hey if I sometimes feels love, that means I still have a heart made of flesh not stone. So lads, do some of you feels the same way? Or I'm just being delusional and should change.