TwinAero

I am kind of just screaming into the void since currently I am nearing the end of the problem now.
 

I want to just chalk it up to impulsive posting in an attempt for escapism, but maybe the truth I can't bring myself to admit is that bad happenings are getting worse and I am literally helpless to do anything about it, and that scares me. I feel like if I actually admit that my mind is going to crack just like my body already has.

I'm sorry you are having such a hard time. Even if you are so frustrated, you must keep a clear mind on your situation. This means staying healthy, hydrated, a roof over your head, and maintain a support system with people you trust and love.

You mentioned a degree? There are often student services on campus, people you can talk to for any reason whatsoever.

And typing your frustrations is helpful. writing is helpful. Talking even more so! You can do this.

Technically already dropped out, student services was pretty dismissive during consultation, they really did not offer any solution that did not involve throwing more money at the problem until it goes away. Can't say I blame them for that, makes sense services wouldn't service you if you can't fork out the cash for it ( ・_・)