Hellish Silence [CW, Poetry]

[xXAulkranXx]

I stand atop a lonely place, a bottomless drop at every face 
All before had left, are gone, I just wanted to hold on 
When I saw you my heart would rise, but the dark would try and fight 
I'm so sorry I held too tight. I just wished to know if things were alright
But there was just silence

I try to reach you but you're gone. There's just an empty endless fall 
Why must I remain alone. Why do I deserve this lonely throne 
Stop don't think I am not worth this giant pile of dirt
Are you disgusted at my sight, why must I fight this endless plight
Why bother thinking for myself when I just want to lift you up from hell
But no.... just silence

Are you laughing are you crying, Are you bleeding are you dying 
My heart aches buried under this unending silence 
I'm sorry that I wanted some superficial promise
Some kind of nonexistent guarantee, just a little confidence 
But then you just left me here to stand alone no warning or compromise 
And once again the abyss wrapped me in this darkness
This hellish unending silence