Am I the only one not-native English speaker who really can't speak English automatically ? I mean I think things first in my native language and then I wonder how I'm going to say it in English. This causes me sometimes a headache tbh.
Don't let that get to you, no big deal. In my entire highschool year, I knew only 4 out of ~400 people that could speak English well enough to hold a conversation for more than 5 minutes. For non-native English speakers to speak it well is very rare.
That's true.. I've been thinking that maybe thinking about how terrible my accent is "blocking" things you know... Okay my accent isn't exactly like what most Finnish people have but still it's enough to make me feel embarrassed..