TwinAero
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I am kind of just screaming into the void since currently I am nearing the end of the problem now.
I want to just chalk it up to impulsive posting in an attempt for escapism, but maybe the truth I can't bring myself to admit is that bad happenings are getting worse and I am literally helpless to do anything about it, and that scares me. I feel like if I actually admit that my mind is going to crack just like my body already has.
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I'm sorry you are having such a hard time. Even if you are so frustrated, you must keep a clear mind on your situation. This means staying healthy, hydrated, a roof over your head, and maintain a support system with people you trust and love.
You mentioned a degree? There are often student services on campus, people you can talk to for any reason whatsoever.
And typing your frustrations is helpful. writing is helpful. Talking even more so! You can do this. -
Technically already dropped out, student services was pretty dismissive during consultation, they really did not offer any solution that did not involve throwing more money at the problem until it goes away. Can't say I blame them for that, makes sense services wouldn't service you if you can't fork out the cash for it ( ・_・)
SpoilerI just want someone to be honest with me, where do people go when they sink this low with no realistic hope for recovery, Is this it? Can I say I already done what I can and finally rest without feeling like I'm taking the easy way out? Just unbiased neutral overview on the situation, not repeatedly telling me all life is precious because mine sure isn't, at least not more than dirt on the road people step on day to day without a thought but get upset when its becomes defective. Some honest feedback, tell me I've done enough, tell me I can finally rest now.
SpoilerBut then I take a step back to think and that doesn't sound right either, something like this should be purely my decision, why am I waiting for something akin to getting permission for it? Fucking hell there really is no winning no matter the decision. What am I suppose to do?
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I can only sneer at the idea that "Nothing can be worse than dying".
If you can not even comprehend what kind of fuckery one has to deal with then how could you possibly be qualified to make that judgement?What I would do to be killed or euthanized. But no, here I am instead, breathing solely to fuel your denial. Never going to admit it, but you feel a sense of satisfaction don't you? Getting to torture someone like this free of retribution, the sense of power must be so addicting.
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This is very abrupt... but could you answer if I asked what was the last time you dabbled in pillars of quanta?
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