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  1. Hello Reborn folks!

    I just wanted to let you know that I'm doing well. I hope you feel the same too. This has to be said, there used to be a period during which I was accepting the fact that growing up was like killing a part of our former selves. Like facing obstacles you can't avoid unless you sacrifice something you used to be attached to in the past but that you are now ashamed of or that you consider as futile or meaningless over time. This must still be partly true, but at that time, I literally felt like I had to clean myself up entirely out of self-denigration, even if it meant to blindly get rid off what I used to be proud of long ago for the sake of a fresh start. Yet, without exactly knowing why, I'm enjoying simple things more and more easily these last few weeks. Meeting new people, spending time with my grandparents, pampering my niece, hiking, sharing my passion for spriting, music and coding with curious spirits who are not familiar with these areas... It's giving me the impression to take charge of my life better than I did before. This also made me want to show you something positive that I have worked on with my cousin. For those whose life can be harsh sometimes and those who tend to feel lost in a world they don't understand, I wish you to find a reason to move forward, focus on stuff you like and keep contact with your relatives. That's what in my opinion forge a happy person proud of its values. And allow me to get you one last important thing straight: don't ever have in mind that because some people told you once you are pathetic or act pathetically, thus you are pathetic to the rest of the world and for the rest of your life. We're not good or ugly as a person when they tell us, but when we know it.

     

    May your days be bright and keep your mind straight!

     

    Cheers~

    1. Candy

      Candy

      What you described here is a good sentiment. I also have been feeling that growing up has just meant I have to sacrifice things that I used to believe in for the sake of survival or comfort. The more I understood about the world, the more I realized that being righteous is practically synonymous with being a hypocrite, since one cannot advocate for all of humanity at once. Being righteous in the eyes of a group will result in being evil to another, and every time one prioritizes oneself, one will be stepping on other people to gain what one wants... Not that I want to be negative nancy, but this is how I feel.

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  2. Chapter 148 - Deus Ex Melia

    I've been sitting on that chapter title for a while now and am so relieved I finally get to use it.

    *Sigh*

    Anyway, more of the usual inside.

    1. Candy

      Candy

      tbf that is one heck of a satisfying title

  3. Q-Jei's deep reflection #1

     

    When you’re in need of love, what does hurt the most? Being hated by everyone or being ignored by everyone?

    1. Candy

      Candy

      Man this is a hard question. Ig I rather be hated by everyone, cause at least we can talk lol

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  4. Heyy happy birthday Candy!!! I hope you'll have a wonderful day, you really deserve it ❤️🎂

  5. Hey everyone, I guess it's been quite awhile. 

     

    I don't really have a good excuse why I haven't at least logged in to let everyone know I was alright with Covid having been with up for at least a year and half. I'm honestly sorry about that.

     

    I'm not really sure if I'll be on that much but I think I'll at least try now that I'm finally getting the awkward return out of the way. I've typed this quite a few different ways before, but I think just typing it quickly before I overthink and talk myself out again might be for the best. Thank you for messaging me @Gheist 

     

    While a part of leaving had to do with me distancing myself with SwSh discourse while it was still fresh (and much of Pokemon for a bit), I did have some real life stuff to deal with. By the time everything was settled down, it felt a bit awkward to just come back.....so I procrastinated like usual and then kept at it. Not sure if I'll fully return, but I'll try to at least pop in more often.

     

    Again, sorry if I genuinely worried anyone.

     

    Still haven't finished Rejuvenation 13, despite starting it months ago. Pupppet Dance Performance SOD's new Extended mod took my attention there.

    1. Candy

      Candy

      Hello~ Glad to see you on the forums again :3 I also don't really come here unless it's to update my thread and these days it's even less frequent cause I'm stuck in the Genshin hole 😅 I'm still not done with Rejuv either and Idk where I even left off cause that was a big whale ago haha

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  6. How many people have finished Ep.18 of Reborn?

    I know I have.

  7. I'm stuck in a corner due to an espurr... I tried to  quit and reload the game but I am stuck and this espurr won't let me move

     

    1. Candy

      Candy

      You can post your save file here and some tech-savvy person will unstuck you :3

       

       

  8. Hi people! Does anybody remember the time when I shared a cute video about a growing fox which was saved by humans? Don't get fooled by this record anymore, it was fake. Four months ago, I reported two videos that were available on a channel called "Rescue Animals". The way they proceeded consisted in putting animals in danger deliberately or hide them in detritus in the first place, then they started to record the part when they pretended to spot the poor things in distress and "rescued" them. Plus, to better tenderize the heart of the viewers, they used touching music and split the videos in several parts to expose more easily the difference after and before their "heroic lifesaving". What hit me was the abnormally high number of like mentions for all the comments on each of their videos. It was as if there wasn't one single supportive comment that didn't receive at least 500 likes, so I assumed they were using bots to promote their channels and embellish their reputation. Unfortunately for them, they came upon someone who was way smarter than them and all of their channel is now deleted. I feel so naive now when I realize that I once loved what they did with the fox and how I cried watching this little guy "recovering". In fact, I tend to feel like Truman from The Truman Show. What you see is not necessarily the truth, the stage director is a puppet master who likes playing with your emotions and being humane means nothing and everything at the same time.

     

    Be careful with what you see on the Internet, people can rig everything they want to get recognition and your respect! Don't fall into their traps!

    1. Candy

      Candy

      Yeah it's so sad that people will literally do anything for views/likes these days 😢

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  9. Happy birthday! Have some yummy sweets 🎂 for a sweet day~

    1. Candy

      Candy

      Lolol no problem~ it really works out like that sometimes :3

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  10. Soooo for those who know me, they know that I used to do some story runs on here. They also know I'm like the kind of restarting them or quitting them. Well... I'm about to add 1 more to it. And this is prob gonna shock some people. So the story revolving around me will be the 1 that gets canceled. I actually have been trying to come up with the next episode for a while now and it's just not pleasing me. So... it's done. But I do plan on reviving James & Bonnie sometime in the somewhat near future.

    1. Candy

      Candy

      It's hard to adapt 18 episodes worth of Reborn into fanfiction (tbh I still marvel at how I've been able to write for 3+ years, when I'm also a quitter lmao) :p I think you should enjoy writing whatever you do, so good luck on the new story~ If you're stuck and need ideas, I might be able to help so you can hit me up whenever too 👍

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  11. Yo. How is it that it's been a year (almost 2 I think?) since E18 of Reborn came out & I have YET to spoil myself of that whole episode? I'm shocked with myself. 😂

    1. Candy

      Candy

      I be kinda spoiling through my story but not in the same meaning as you say spoiling lol

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  12. Six years later and I have finally become a Sage! uwu

  13. Hello Lady Taria here! And I have some updates finally - about my Reborn fanfiction and username change.

     

    Spoiler

    Username Change

    I don't know if anyone noticed but I changed my username twice. The first time I changed it, it was Starry Delight, and the second time was done recently. The reason why I kept changing my name was because I wanted to be original; Lady Taria was based on the Pokemon Altaria, as it was my favorite Pokemon at the time, and Starry Delight was based on my love of space. But it was taken by someone on tumblr already.

     

    I'm sorry if I confused anyone on here. 😓

     

    What Happened to My Fanfiction

    This is the reason I originally wanted to post this. But I got anxious and then never did. I didn't know now to word it because, at the time, it upset me. Well, to get to the point. My story got archived, and I didn't know what to do after that. Do I repost it? Or do I rewrite it?

     

    What I'm going to do with my fanfiction

    Well, I literally thought about this for months and now I finally know what I want to do; start over. I know this is going to take a long time to do. But I realized the original idea I had - for the story and the characters, didn't really work. Especially the MC; her personality and motives didn't fit the rest of the story. I also realized I didn't know the canon characters all that well. Thanks @Mindlack❤️

     

    (trust me, the last thing i want to do is miss characterize them.)

     

    Anyway, that's all I have for now. See you next time! ❤️

    1. Candy

      Candy

      I think old threads get archived if they don't see traffic, but I think you can ask the mods to unarchive it if you wanted to continue on the old thread (you've decided not to, though, so it's not relevant) :p Don't feel discouraged because it was archived, since it happens to any thread if they're old~ Happy writing!

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  14. im tired of sucking and not caring about reju im also tired of wanting to sleep :D

    1. Candy

      Candy

      being tired of wanting to sleep is a big mood

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  15. hey i have a question your run is the tale of a fire head and ur profile pic is flannery so im confused? why is ur team all dark types??????????????????

    1. Candy

      Candy

      Q-Jei is Flannery of the dark side? 🤔

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  16. At this point, I think I'm just stupid. So I have this file somehow full of corrupt data that used to contain my chapter, right? 

     

    So, I overwrite the garbage incomprehensible data and start re-writing the chapter in this very file. Saving it several times, every couple of sentences. Perfect, right? Nothing can go wrong?  

     

    Well, turns out that the file was so broken that even saving the file with new data in it ended up corrupting that data.  

     

    What a shocking twist absolutely anybody could have predicted. 

     

    (sigh)

     

    At least, little was lost this time. I made sure to delete that file and make a new one, and I ascertained that the save worked. 

     

    And tomorrow, I'll start again. 

     

    Hopefully I won’t merely fail better
     

    On a happier note, there are 40/65 legendaries done and Rejuv is 97 percent on dev blog. I know these figures are more like guidelines, but still – progress is helpful to see when one is lagging! 

    1. Candy

      Candy

      Oof sorry to hear that. I'm always so bummed out when I lose data, especially when it's writing-related because I can't always find the best-fitting phrasing during the rewrite 😅

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  17. So as many of you might know, back in the past, I tried doing a Pokemon Full Moon playthrough. The 1st 1 got cancelled cause I kind of got burnt out with it. The 2nd playthrough got cancelled because the game kept crashing almost anytime any of my Pokemon would evolve. I just checked their FB to see if any updates had been released and it seems that E11 is up. Last time I played was E10. So... hopefully the evolution bug is fixed. After I get done playing Pokemon Castaway (spoilers to my next Pokemon LP which will be uploaded sometime this week) I will attempt to restart my Pokemon Full Moon let's play. I hope everything goes smooth because I honestly love that game. Sure a lot of things don't make sense sometimes but it's definitely a game that is worth checking out.

    1. Candy

      Candy

      uhh I hope they changed the cringey things that prevented me from even getting past the beginning of the game 😅 good luck on your playthru!

  18. can you leak some things about episode 19 of reborn????

  19. I'm not sure if anyone will read this, but here goes.

     

    I feel like I owe this game, this forum, and mostly @Amethyst the biggest thanks I could ever give. 

    Before I found this game my interesst in fan games was absolutely 0, my love for Pokémon was a lot more limited due to having few people to talk to about it, and due to being an introferted 15/16 year old it really helped me break through a big part of my shell. I know I am nowhere near as active as I have been, but know that I won't truly leave these forums untill Ame herself either shuts them down or bans me from them. 

     

    But with all that said, from the bottom of my heart, thank you to everyone whom I have interacted with on these forums. You may always send me a DM if you wish to talk (though I can't promise I'll reply that quickly)

     

    And extra special thanks to:

    @Candy @Q-Jei @Dreamblitz @seki108

    @Ice Cream Sand Witch and probably many more that I have forgotten. 

    1. Candy

      Candy

      Glad you've enjoyed this community as much as I have 🤗

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  20. Hello :3 Been a while. I made new art. Just finished it like, an hour ago and wanted to share cause im really proud of it.

    Luna's Playtime-Pokemon OC fanart- V2.png

  21. does anyone have a shiny ralts for trade female preferably i will trade anything for it.......

    1. Candy

      Candy

      I think I might have one if you're still looking for one

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