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I'll spend the rest of the day lying on the floor and crying about Type: Null. My beautiful baby child. My precious. I love it so much...

I'm here for you if you need it, though. I promise.

I'm so satisfied with E15, holy carp. Just... YES.

I'm trying to draw a person and so far don't hate the result as hard as I normally do. Success...?

Iceland's Eurovision song sounds so beautiful in Icelandic. Too bad we'll likely hear the English version.

It took me AGES to beat Florinia in my first playthrough, and here I am now, beating her Cradily first try with nothing but Poison Spikes and a Lv. 21 Mightyena...

It's been a day and I'm still so salty about Germany's Eurovision song. Mostly because Avantasia almost made it ;A;

Meanwhile, I'm just sitting here and enjoying the heavy rain and thunder, sitting in my room with all windws tilted open. The temperature's perfect, too. Sometimes I just feel really good and it's such a refreshing feeling.

Mint chocolate chip ice cream tho

Mixing up a type advantage because I "checked" by looking at offense instead of defense is most definitely not my proudest moment today. My friend is laughing at me.

My lil' Espeon plush just arrived and I can't stop snuggling it; it's so tiny and cute!

Officially moved into my new apartment \o/

One of these days I'll maybe not be a pathetic little pile of awkwardness. One day...

Only two words: Holy. Shit.

Pikipek is Pearl's Starly Pokésona tbh

So I'm in one of those moods again where wanting to talk to people makes me feel shitty, and avoiding it is just as bad. Can I have a third option? Talking to stray cats, maybe?

so in other news, my brother-in-law had a car accident. Thank goodness he's all right.

So this is the second night in a row that two people were walking around on our driveway being interested in our neighbour's house, so I opened the window and went "Hmm?" and one of them's like "Problem?". Yeah, actually this is a problem. Who are you and what are you doing here at 4am.

So, anyone else watching Eurovision?

Sometimes I wish I could care less about what a select few people think of me, when there's so many who love me unconditionally and who deserve so much more of my care than I could ever even give them.

Somewhat amused that back at home it's raining/storming a lot while I'm spending my days sitting around on a very sunny beach in Latvia, trying to avoid sunburn. Timing~

Step 1: get into conversation. Step 2: regret it hard because the concept of anyone enjoying conversation with you seems outlandish. Step 3: plan your retreat from the conversation. Step 4: regret that, too.

tfw 5 minutes into being awake you already know it's gonna be a shit day, but you're too well-rested to go back to sleep

tfw someone in the house used up all the hot water and now your only shower options are cold, colder and Siberian Winter

Tfw you know your self-care is getting better because you've made a point of tracking your successes, but at the same time your feelings are getting progressively worse anyway. 'scuse me, brain, stop being a jerkass and acknowledge my efforts.