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dad: Makes jokes about my weight and thinks me mentioning I am cleaning my apartment is so funny he has to tell my relatives about it. Dad: tells me I have no humor when I predictably am not amused that he's taking cheap jabs at my attempts to care for myself. K, bud, got it, someone trying to recover from depression is fun for the family and I need to stop ruining your fun with my feelings.

Dan is very nice

Do you ever feel like people only ever take you seriously when it's convenient for them? Like your words get dismissed and forgotten about, and it's always like you never said anything in the first place? Because I feel like that a lot.

Do you ever just miss talking to somebody a damn lot, but you don't know how to approach them because the thing you fell out over isn't something you should have to apologize for? I'm not sorry for standing up for myself when my feelings were hurt, but I /miss/ talking. A lot.

dorcas

drawing like: *5mins in* this looks like crap already I should give up *20min later* this sketch looks good *30min later* I should give up on art forever. // rinse, repeat

Everyone's getting themselves custom sprites now, huh? Well, I have never sprited before, but I decided I want in on the fun!

Feels like it's time for me to take a short break from here. See ya next month, though I guess I'm really just leaving this status for the one or two people I care about who don't have my Skype.

finally finished de-icing that freezer. I am amazed at how many things I can store in there now.

Forgot to close the window in my room, now I've got the Easter fire smoke stench in here.

FUCK I forgot that ColognePride's street festival is this weekend. Well, I'll be rushing to get ready, then, I promised myself I'd go this year.

Fun things: Competitive Meowstic vs. Shelly. That'll teach you to lower any stats! http://tinyurl.com/oquxv7b

Gone 'til some time Sunday; cousin who lives hours away from here has her confirmatio and we're staying for the weekend.

Gonna get an Electric Oricorio and name it Julia tbh

Having one of those sentimental moments, so let me use it to say that I'm very thankful for the friends I made here. I feel happy.

Hey, you. Yes, you. You're wonderful, okay? <3

I almost accidentally stole a sausage today.

I am finally no longer without a microwave.

I feel so bad for the little fledgling that's sitting on my stairs outside. I know it'll be ok and the parents are near, but it's raining, poor lil' birdie.

I got so much cleaning done today. Now I just gotta be motivated to continue tomorrow. Hah...

I kind of want to start going by they/them pronouns, but on the other hand it feels really strange because German doesn't have this option.

I support pom-pom bibs

I think a big part of my problem with talking to people is that I am always expecting them to ridicule me or get mad at me, even when there's no reason why they would. But on the up side, I feel like I'm getting better at ignoring that feeling. GJ self?

I want to steal Sirius' jacket.

I wonder what would happen if I made a status saying that Lost is cute and then locked it so she can't argue about it.