I'm the same way with horror movies, want to watch them, regret doing so afterward.
I saw you on the Showdown server today, wasn't aware that you were new! But welcome to Reborn, you'll find we are very welcoming to newcomers (I should talk, only been here 2 weeks), and everyone has there own quirks. That doesn't stop us from having fun, though! If you have any questions, feel free to ask anyone. Welcome to the ranks and I hope you enjoy your stay here with us!