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Bearadactyl Prime last won the day on January 9 2017

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About Bearadactyl Prime

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  • Birthday 04/24/1993

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    Knight of Ursa
  • Gender
    Female
  • Location
    Danville, Kentucky
  • Interests
    Writer, Gamer, Vocalist, and I like Creepy things.

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  1. Is it wrong of me to consider just... Dropping a friend because they're too emotionally exhausting for me to handle?

    1. Skull Servant

      Skull Servant

      commonly considered a toxic relationship. you shouldnt sacrifice your own mental health for someone elses like ever.

  2. I hate being in the middle of a miscommunication-fest, and being the wall for three different people involved.

    I really don't know how much longer I can just... Keep holding up their burdens and trying to fix it before I crack myself.

  3. The Orange League happened, tho.

  4. Anger is a natural, human emotion; and I am so tired of the stigma toward it.

    Get mad online? Get ridiculed. Get mad in public? Get ridiculed. Get mad about anything, from small to large, you get ridiculed and either made fun of or told to calm down.

    It's even worse when it's a situation that you have every right to be angry over. Me? I get mad when "gay," "faggot," "retard/ed," "autistic," "tranny," "trap," or anything similar is used as an insult.

    MY EXISTENCE IS NOT AN INSULT, AND MY EXISTENCE IS NOT A PUNCHLINE.

    People are allowed to get angry. And, if it gets to the point of me or someone yelling at you because you won't stop? Me being angry does not put me in the wrong. YOU are in the wrong for saying the things you did in the first place.

    And, all of this gets so much worse when it's over the internet. Then you get all of the snide, snarky trolls who can and will say whatever they want and press to offend or upset you because they know they have no consequences. Then, they bully and ridicule you for getting mad.

    I am so tired of this. I am so tired of having to repress my emotions, and I am even more tired of being ridiculed when I finally decide enough is enough.

  5. TW: Suicide Mention;
     

     


    So, a few years back; I had kind of hit this point of absolute rock bottom; I made a post about it here and my overall state after a particularly bad moment, not sure if anyone here totally remembers it or if most who were around when I posted it are still even here.

    But, in the post I mentioned where I had gotten to a point where I was ready to take my own life; I had climbed up to the top of a parking garage to jump off but wound up not going through with it.

    Today, I revisited that spot for the first time since. I did it with my current love interest; mostly because she wanted to take pictures from the top of the parking garage, the view is actually beautiful. But, getting to the point; on the exact point that I stood the night I wanted to just jump and end it all, someone had carved in to the concrete "Don't Jump."

    And, I really don't know how to take it. Or, what to feel. I don't know if it was in response to a stranger who saw me that night, or what. But, I have this heavy feeling from it now. It's not a bad feeling, part of me wants to just believe that even some stranger out there cares about a random person hitting rock bottom like that. And, if that's the case, I wish I could find and thank that person.

    I'm in a much better place now, and if anyone wants to ask, yes I'm okay. I'm more okay than I've ever been to be honest.

    It's hard to believe I was ever at that point now; between the abuse of my family, the abusive relationship I was in at the time, and just so many more compounding factors from struggling with my own identity and who I am to no one wanting to actually listen or care about what I wanted; the trauma is still there, but now I'm with people who accept and love me for who I am. Both my love interest, and my new friends. And, I really can't believe the difference it makes just having people willing to let me be who I am and still care about me in the end.

    I kind of feel like I'm just typing this for typing's sake at this point, but, I needed to let it out somewhere.

    1. Raindrop Valkyrie

      Raindrop Valkyrie

      l do remember actually... l was under a different name at that point though. l used ta be known as Hukuna if that sparks any memories, if not no worries~ ❤️ The reason why's not a story that needs ta be told here however. 

      l certainly did and each and every time l saw ya again l was happy ta see ya, happy ta know that at very least you fought through another day. l don't truly deal that well with this subject... it hits a bit close ta home for me and with folks l don't know well it feels hard to find the words. But, l'm glad that person put those words there even if you only saw them so much later... even if they weren't truly for you and perhaps another.

      Further, l'm glad a memory other than the first can exist in that place for you now. One that tells a much different story, and that you found such a thing on the return.~ ❤️

      and lastly, l'm happy you could post this.

      l'm perhaps just some stranger on the internet but... it genuinely fills me with happiness whenever l hear of another like myself who found whatever way they could to climb out of that place. Of another soul that found their way to keep on living~ ❤️ 

  6. My only request for Sword and Shield is to finally get some kind of Poison Legendary or Mythical Pokémon. Game Freak, please, even the types that came after it have them. I am begging you.

    1. Skull Servant

      Skull Servant

      nihilego and poipole/naganadel i guess

       

      also silvally and arceus but those are cheating so they can fuck right off

    2. Bearadactyl Prime

      Bearadactyl Prime

      Ultra Beast aren't mythic or legendary, Masuda himself said that. :/

  7. I really hate it when a friend thinks you can just... Train a neurological disorder away.

    1. Wolfox

      Wolfox

      you can learn to deal with it a "train" some of the effects it has on you "away", but they're always dormant, always there

    2. Abyssreaper99

      Abyssreaper99

      Unlike neurological disorders, your friends do realize that their stupidity for thinking that can be trained away right?

    3. Wolfox

      Wolfox

      Kinda ironic, I like

  8. Dynamax seems... Weird. Like a universal, temporary Mega evolution. I mean, it might be one way too help the power creep; but we still need a total stat overhaul of basically every Pokémon.

  9. Favourite Pokémon ! GO !

    1. Bearadactyl Prime

      Bearadactyl Prime

      Tie between Muk and Ursaring.

    2. Anti-loser

      Anti-loser

      Tanks bud.. hmm I honestly go ursaring between the two but good choices nonetheless.

  10. From what I can gather based on the Discord, Phoenix Rising is more or less officially dead.

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    2. DreamblitzX

      DreamblitzX

      I did a little bit of looking around, at least on the subreddit, and it seems like quite a few devs have left, and in general development has been slow? IDK if it's dead, but it is sort of 'limping along' it seems. Seems like a lot of these newer generation of fangames in development are promising a lot and then aren't producing a ton of product due to development issues or whatever.

    3. Maqqy

      Maqqy

      I searched it too on their discord server. In short, the project is discontinued due to life being life. 

       

      It’s really sad but then again, being able to keep that motivation to push through a project that is non-profit with nothing but love with the series is so commendable. I’m just glad I get to play that small demo of pr. By saying that, it really makes you appreciate games like Reborn more for going through until the end.

    4. DreamblitzX

      DreamblitzX

      Ah, well rip. it definitely seemed promising.

  11. You ever just get the feeling that the world might just not be possible to fix? Like, we're at this point of no return before everything finally collapses in on itself?

    1. Candy

      Candy

      the world has always had its moments of hopelessness but it's always been able to pull through. as long as people keep fighting for a better world that they envision, it'll be able to carry on 🙂

  12. Happy Birthday 😄, i hope that you will have a great day 😄🍰

  13. Being a bystander, imo, is basically saying you're okay with what's happening. If you see someone getting beat down or harassed, and your intervention can help them, you should intervene and help them.

    Stand together and help your fellow humans.

  14. Honestly, I feel like for Competitive Pokémon to remain healthy; Game Freak is going to have to do some level of mass stat rebalancing, especially if the next Gen allows the power creep to rise even further.

    PU in itself having to exist was bad, but now with ZU being introduced? Yeah, there are fringe cases where non-meta pokémon can do well; Pachirisu I am looking at you; but I really feel like power creep needs to be addressed at this point with something other than Megas and Z-Moves.

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    2. Bearadactyl Prime

      Bearadactyl Prime

      Yes, I am fully aware that VGC is the official competitive tier; I am actually incredibly anti-Smogon, always have been. But, my point is; what you're saying should not be the case. Even in VGC, there are only a handful of total viable Pokémon and that is a crime as far as I am concerned.

      Why? Because, it stagnates. It gets old, and it gets boring watching and having to use the same handful of Pokémon in competitive play. You cannot have a healthy meta game with a power creep reaping through the roster, that goes for any game.

    3. Des Teto

      Des Teto

      I'm no expert about VGC but knowing only that Incineroar is in every team and can cripple everybody's Att and SpeAtt easily prevents me to try that meta. I understand the power creep issue you're talking about. But I don't see it being solved by any means.

       

      That's why Smogon is interesting. No matter what changes you will make, the 200 evolved mons will never be seen at the same time so categories had to be made.

       

      And there are a lot of playable mons. Just look at Smash, 80 characters and 20-30 playable. That's HUGE. Smogon's OU contains 50 pokemons and the meta is still evolving after 2 years even if people wait for Gen 8.

       

      I mean, you had to create tiers to see everyone. It's like a fighting sport. There are weight categories. I would even say it's like soccer. There are leagues. It's the same for Pokemon and maybe every other game.

    4. Bearadactyl Prime

      Bearadactyl Prime

      I just feel like given the core principles of the series, every Pokémon should be viable in battle situations. I mean, they've preached it since Gen 1; and those core values have been a very big part of my evolution as a person.

      And, the power creep could easily be mostly solved by a stat re-balance and ability revisions. That's all it would take. The only other thing that would require an overhaul, might be the Ice and Grass types given how bad their match ups are and how unviable they are overall. Outside of that, maybe a handful of movepool revisions.

  15. Honestly, it's nice to see Steam have competition. Though, it's interesting to see people complaining about Epic doing the exact same things Steam has been doing for nearly a decade now.

    Or, did they all forget the physical copies of games in the mid 2000s requiring Steam to play?

    Ultimately, the problem literally boils down to DRM in general; kill DRM, and the need to use launchers and this whole debacle wouldn't even be a thing.

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