Even though I have few friends on these forums, I still feel.......welcome. The most eclectic community I've seen on internet. And for those of you who know me, you might of noticed I haven't been on in almost a year. Well....... Few things have happened.
If you check my feed, you'll notice that I announced that I was accepted to a school of medicine, however, pending a physiological evaluation, it turns out they don't want an attendee that has a record of suicide. Yes, I have a history of suicide, though it isn't something I like to talk about. So, there's that...
Because of that, I went into a tailspin. I became much more instinct prone, violent, and, as much as of a negative connotation this receives, an alcoholic. 2-month long drinking binge. That came with multiple bar fights, Hospital visits, etc... I have broken myself of this trend. It was more of my closer friends helping more than myself though, so I have them to thank.
But, more recently, is that I've fallen ill, and we cannot figure out what is wrong. Multiple test, exams, and scans, and nothing. Still, we are trying figure out what is going on.
This being said, I am coming back, and I probably will be back for a while (hopefully).
I just needed to vent for a bit, so I'll just leave this here
See ya around!